Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was a guided meditation with interval timer for the shifting of my piriformis stretches. The topic of the guided meditation today was actually something that I think I needed to hear.
It’s about the semantics of language… and the power of language. It’s about the importance of how we phrase things, because how we phrase things dictates in many ways how we internalize things.
For example… being conscious of changing phrases in our dialog (both internal and external) from “I am angry” to “I feel angry”. There is a very important, key difference between these two phrases. That is because we are not our emotions. We feel our emotions.
Today’s draw is the Magician card, which is traditionally a representation of… well, essentially… The Magician is “the man with all the tools”. You know that guy (or gal) that you always go to when you need a tool you don’t own, because you know they’ll have it… even if it’s a tool you’ve never heard of before? That’s the Magician. He has all the tools for any job, and he knows how to use them to get the job done.
Sometimes, these tools are not physical, but also mental. And that’s what stands out to me in the imagery of this card. The titles of the books sitting before the woman are “Pathology”, “Herbal Medicine”, “Emergency First Response”, and “Feminist Theory”. She sits with a notebook invariably filled with notes and marked notations, post-it notes sticking out every which way. This is is a woman that is not just prepared (look at that pack sitting behind her) but also is preparing.
Today was the drive up north day, and this message was a reminder to make sure I had everything I needed for the trip. That includes the new box of protein bars that has been sitting on the counter for almost a week, and a few extra bottles of water. It means making sure I check the traffic before hand so that I can avoid the two accidents along the way that would have increased my drive time by at least two hours. It means making sure I put my post office box key back in my wallet.
All of these things are things I did thanks to the reminder in this card this morning.
DECK USED: NEXT WORLD TAROT
#TarotForGrowthAugust Challenge Prompt
Topic: I’m struggling to move past trauma.
Question: How can I be proactive in expressing that I have these unreasonable expectations?
Reading Summary: Don’t (Eight of Cups). This is your problem (The Tower) from your childhood (Six of Cups) that you need to deal with.
Take Away: The expectation that was revealed in yesterday’s reading was unrealistic and narcissistic. No one can know what I need without me telling them. None of the people in my support system are psychic. Although they are all willing to step in and help when needed? None of them can predict when that might be. That’s what communication is for. The fact that I avoid reaching out isn’t their problem, it’s mine. It stems from my childhood and is something I need to work on.
DECK USED: ANTHRO TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsAug2020 Challenge Prompt
Topic: This Month’s Lesson / Next Month’s Theme
This Month’s Lesson – The Emperor – I’ve had a couple of lessons this month, but the one mentioned here is that I am working on finding that balance between the new emotional depth I’ve discovered this year, and the authority and responsibility of life. Through most of the summer I have let my emotional growth take the lead, but now that it’s sliding into the fall, I need to start preparing for the upcoming holiday rush. This month has been a lesson in finding that place of responsibility and control… while maintaining the new emotional openness and depth that I’ve been experiencing.
Next Month’s Theme – Queen of Cups – Where August was about finding a way to bring responsibility and control into the equation with my emotional growth, the Queen of Cups indicates that September’s theme will be about balance and stability in my emotions in a way that will work well with my responsibilities instead of against them.
DECK USED: BIG THINGS IN SMALL PACKAGES TAROT
The Magician – You have all of the tools at your fingertips to make this happen. Even if there may be things that rise up to stand in your way, you have the tools and abilities necessary to defeat and/or circumvent these issues and continue on to your goal.
Keep your eye on the prize, because success is in your hands. It’s all up to you.
DECK USED: HERO ANALYSIS FOR THE FUTURE #79 MHA TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I best help others at this time?
Reading Summary: Bear witness (imagery in the Seven of Swords) to their pain (Three of Swords). Actively reach out with kindness (Knight of Cups), and give them something to be inspired by (King of Wands).
Take Away: Although I am a good listener and always happy to be supportive and help others, I am not particularly skilled at “holding space”. I am referring to that silent stillness of just sitting in silence with someone who is in distress or in pain. I feel the need to fix things or actively help in some way. I know that’s not always possible.
The cards here indicate that when these situations arise, it’s okay to both hold space… and provide hope and a sort of focus that can carry them through.