Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was a guided meditation with interval timing for my piriformis stretches. The topic of today’s guided meditation was about envy.
I don’t really remember much of the actual guided meditation. I just remember that it was about looking beyond what people have to the people themselves. Life isn’t about things, but about people after all.
Today’s draw is the Tower card, which is traditionally a representation of sudden and sometimes violent change. This isn’t the calm and steady organic change that comes with the Death card, but rather it is sudden and without warning.
When I drew this card this morning, I had thought the message was about tearing down old to make room for new, and perhaps it still means that… although considering what went on today and the racial slurs that are currently spray painted all over my car? I’m thinking this could very well have been a warning, regardless of the fact that the question was about being provided with a positive message to provide perspective.
Perhaps… the perspective here is that we need to do some renovations on our security in the building so things like this are less likely to happen. I’ve spent time speaking with the police, and going through security cameras, etc. Maybe once things have settled down it’s time to call a security meeting and look at making some changes for the better.
Sometimes crap ass shit has to happen in order to light a fire under the ass of change. That’s today’s message.
DECK USED: HEAVEN & EARTH TAROT
LionHart’s Elements Tarot Challenge Prompt
Topic: Something I should know about my current passions/desires.
Reading Summary: You’re going to have to move forward with patience (Knight of Pentacles) because you have a lot of conflict (Five of Wands) surrounding your feelings about the past (Six of Cups). Collaborative help from others (Three of Pentacles) will keep you moving forward and in control of your direction (The Chariot).
Take Away: This message is an echo of this morning’s bonus read. It speaks of making sure I’m moving in the right direction by working with those I love and that want to support me. It’s about allowing them to step in and keep me afloat when the influences of my past slip in to start screwing with my head and my heart. If I want to stay on track with my passions and desires, I can’t go it alone. I need the help of others to help keep me on track and healthy while I move forward at a slow and steady pace.
DECK USED: MAGICAL NORDIC TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicJan2021 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can you bring more of what you want into your world?
Reading Summary: Be clever and “beg borrow and steal” (Seven of Swords) all the positivity and fun you can get (The Sun). It’s about going after what inspires you (Knight of Wands) with forethought and strategy at your back (Page of Swords).
Take Away: Go after the fun. Focus on those things that really “light my fire” and get me going. Use my mind, my wit, and the full force of my skills, abilities, and faculties to go after those things that have the potential to bring positivity and fun into my life.
The key here is twofold. First, that I put myself “all in” to going after these things. And second, that I focus on those things that truly foster my happiness and positivity.