June 28
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and was focused on the “you got this” affirmation in the attached image. Ms B comes home from the hospital and my shift as amateur home care nurse begins again until next Tuesday. I’m just hoping it’s a bit better and easier than last time.
Ten of Pentacles – You are fiercely protective of all that you have accomplished, as well as those things and people that contribute to your life feeling stable and secure. Don’t become so focused on protecting those things that you forget to take time to appreciate them and enjoy them.
DECK USED: WESTERN WAY TAROT ANIETH DECK
June 29
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and focused on the “it’s going to be okay” message in the attached card. This week is an extremely stressful one, and I’m struggling under the weight of all of the responsibility and stress involved. The affirmation today is a reassurance that, during the meditation and outside of it, I’m trying to take to heart.
Five of Pentacles – I often struggle with a sense of scarcity and that came to the forefront a bit today concerning news that L sent me earlier today. Today’s card is a reminder that rough times happen and scarcity is not always just in your head… but as the affirmation card in my meditation today says, “it’s going to be okay”. We have been through worse, and we’ll get through this trial as well.
DECK USED: TAROT GALS
June 30
Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and took place in the bathtub, which was sort of a self-care thing for me today since I really love the bathtub here in this house. I also took a nap in there, and yes, I know that’s dangerous but it’s virtually impossible for me to get my head down far enough to drown without lifting my legs out, so it was pretty safe, all things considered. The “you are capable ~ you can do this” mantra for today’s meditation is another of a number of “cheer leading” messages I’ve been given at late that are assisting me in staying positive as I help Ms B through her post surgery experience.
Three of Wands – Planning and dreaming are all well and good, just make sure that you actually do some doing as well. This is about the work that I brought with me to Ms B’s house. Yes, this is supposed to be time off, but it’s also necessary to stay a bit caught upon a few things for the business so that I’m not swamped when I step back into work next week. This card tells me that it’s no good bringing the work along… unless I actually do something with it besides just looking at it sitting on the table now and then.