Here and Now I Exist – Who you are now, in your entirety.
The High Priestess Rx atop The Empress, Reward – Your intuition and self care are not on the same page. There is reward in acknowledging this and realizing that they do not need to be on opposing sides but can work together in coexistence for something healthier.
The Slough – What is to be left in the past as you move forward.
The Star atop Death Rx, Roam – Don’t let lack of Hope create stagnancy in your life. Depression is keeping you from moving forward, even at a slow pace.
What Lies Ahead – An ideal state or ideal self you are seeking at this time.
King of Wands and Unearth – You are seeking to reconnect with your passions, motivation, and enthusiasm. It has been buried beneath the depression for a long time.
Limitations – Negative influences, opposition, or ill will.
The Fool atop Two of Swords, Establish – You can’t have your cake and eat it too. Decisions have to be made, no matter how much you don’t want to. Be an Adult.
The Boon – Positive influences, higher guidance, or divine intervention.
Queen of Coins atop Six of Swords, Awaken – Wake up to the fact you just can’t hide from everything all the time. This depression this time around made a runner out of you. Connect to the nurturing, grounding influence of nature to bring you back to self.
The Wound – An unpleasant past experience or event that is ripe for some support and healing.
Five of Wands and Shell – Remember that not everyone you open up to is going to show true colors to be in conflict with your own values. Disagreements happen, but they don’t have to turn into distance and isolation.
Nostalgia – A positive past experience or event to acknowledge, reflect upon, and enjoy.
Five of Cups atop Two of Cups Rx, Robust atop Observe – Your friends and loved ones are there to help and support you. Even when you can’t see them clearly, they are standing in the wings watching and waiting to step in and help.
A Warning – Something coming that can be prevented or overcome.
King of Swords and Terrarium – Don’t allow yourself to become so judgmental or harsh tongued that you close yourself off to the rest of the world.
Empowerment – A future opportunity to work toward.
Ten of Swords and Crystal – Use your connection to the earth and nature to heal your wounds and draw you out of the last dregs of your depression. You are at the end, and that connection will give you the boost you need.
[Playing catch-up and I’m skipping the second part of this reading for this month.]