Today’s meditation was just over eleven minutes long and was a guided meditation that focused on envy. This isn’t usually an issue I deal with all that often. I’m pretty damned content with my life, all things considered. I have people who love me, steady work and steady income, a mortgage that is about five years from being paid off, a good car, and my health. I have a partner that worships the ground I walk on as well, which is honestly something I never thought I would want, let alone have…. until you came along and taught me differently.
So, envy isn’t really something I deal with all that often. I understood the message, though. It was speaking of how when we envy what others have, we are spending too much time focusing down on the little things, instead of opening up to the bigger picture and all that we have to be grateful for.
The thing is? In this card the High Priestess really doesn’t look all that happy at all. Neither is there any water in the background. Instead, the landscape looks jagged and sparse, her expression feels like sadness to me, and the moon feels as if it is too far away.
This is interesting, as I’ve never had this reaction to the imagery in this card before, but what I see in this card today is someone that is dissatisfied with their lot in life and feels… stuck.
The pomegranate vines in the lower left corner speaks to me of breaking free, and I feel that the appearance of this card in today’s draw is less about traditional meanings and more about intuitive nuances. The card is saying that when you feel dissatisfaction and are feeling stuck, it’s time to start branching out and looking for new soil and striving for “outside the box” growth.
DECK USED: THE EFFLORESCENT TAROT (COLOR EDITION)
#TarotForGrowthJanuary Challenge Prompt
Question: What simple way can I show I value myself this year?
Reading Summary: Foster those relationships that have value and potential for longevity (Seven of Coins), and set good boundaries (Nine of Wands) with new friends (Ace of Wands).
Take Away: These cards are essentially reminding me to not waste time on relationships that aren’t going to go anywhere or have no value. Sometimes I feel like I want to befriend and help everyone, and that simply isn’t possible. In order to avoid burning myself out or over-burdening myself with too much, I need to pick and choose where I spend my energy, and make good choices concerning boundaries so that I don’t get spread too thin.
DECK USED: EMBER + AURA TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJan2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What in your life needs started now for it to be ready when you need it?
Reading Summary: Get your ducks in a row now (Seven of Wands) concerning your responsibilities (Two of Pentacles), because a shit storm is coming (Wheel of Fortune).
Take Away: I think the reading summary pretty much clearly outlines what this reading is saying without a lot of extra interpretation. (Hello again btw, Wheel of Fortune.) These cards are essentially another kick in the butt, which has been happening quite a bit this last week as I work at getting my plans in order for the changes I’m making to how I deal with and run my business over the next year.
DECK USED: CAT’S EYE TAROT
Question: How can I stop procrastinating?
Reading Summary: Lean on what I’m good at (Eight of Coins) and remember to remain calm and collected (Temperance) through the changes taking place right now (Death). Taking up the reigns on change is a process that takes time and steady, determined progress to accomplish (Knight of Coins).
Take Away: This clearly has to do with my business and those changes I’m working on shifting into since the new year. Appropriate, considering I have absolutely been procrastinating in that area. The cards are encouraging me that it’s okay to take things slow in order to provide skillful precision to the situation, but I need to remember to stay calm and stir up that determination to push me forward when feeling uncertain.