Weeding Out the Toxicity

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

The China Doll Tarot - Judgement Card and Love Affirmations

Today’s draw is the Judgement card, which is traditionally a representation of judgements, one’s inner calling and chosen life path, and looking back on one’s life to consider how they feel about the path they’ve taken and who they have become.

The Judgement card has then been combined with the “Forgiveness” card from the Love Affirmations deck, which says, “I release resentment and embrace forgiveness as the key to freedom.”

Carrying resentment with you is like carrying a toxic seed buried within your body. It is giving the person or thing that you resent room in your brain, your heart, your future, and your well-being.

Remember that the opposite of love is not hate, but indifference. Thus, to truly purge someone or something from your life, it’s important to let go of the influence they have over your emotions.

This is where forgiveness comes in. It’s not about forgetting what happened or opening yourself up to letting it happen again. It’s about purging the toxicity that lingers within after these experiences so that it can’t hurt you anymore.

The message in today’s cards is a reminder that as we move closer and closer to the end of our lives and the people that we want to become by the time we get there, part of the process is learning how to forgive and let go so that we’re not carrying these toxic moments with us any longer.

DECKS USED: THE CHINA DOLL TAROT AND LOVE AFFIRMATIONS

@ambitiouslyalexa’s February Journal Prompts
Prompt for February 28th

Oracle Reading with the Mushroom Folk Oracle

What I want to carry forward

Unicorn Pinkgill – Authenticity and integrity.

You are capable of everything that is presented or asked of you – this is why it is coming your way in the first place.” – Guidebook

It’s in connecting with who you truly are and what you want out of life and from yourself, that you find the strength to take on the obstacles along the way. Take care to bring authenticity and integrity with you in your journey, and you will always find the strength to keep going.

How to ensure this does not become a burden

Gnomes – Trust in others to help you along the way.

Being grateful for all the little things in life is a magical way to improve any situation, which in turn attracts more abundance.” – Guidebook

Remember that you’re not alone and that those were keeping in your life will accept you for who you are rather than wanting you to change to be someone else.

Due to your introverted nature, sometimes you feel like they’re just too many people in your life, and those people feel like responsibilities weighing up upon you. In truth, these people are an abundance in your life that can help to carry you through and help lift part of the load of responsibility off of your shoulders… if you let them.

Other elements included in this reading:
Polar Bear Figurine for fostering Strength and Courage
Foraged Purple Heather Sprigs for Independence and Luck
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: MUSHROOM FOLK ORACLE

#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2026 Challenge
Prompt for February 28th
: Grab a spread of your choice you’re curious about… and give it a go!

Tarot Reading with the The China Doll Tarot and Culturae Animalis Playing Cards

I wear this armor
Nine of Hearts, Page of Pentacles top Ace of Swords, King of Clubs

Sometimes you take things slow not because that’s the speed they need to be taken, but rather because you’re worried if you don’t that you may forget something along the way that will be detrimental to your success in the end. This overly cautious behavior is a protection against “screwing up” something you want to complete perfectly.

To hide this longing
Two of Spades, The Lovers, Eight of Clubs

It’s taxing for to always be responsible for more than just yourself. That extra caution and slowness is often in order to ensure everyone is on board and you’re not forgetting anyone’s needs or wants along the way.

The secret longing you are hiding within this effort is that you want to be able to make the decisions that are best for you without the hesitation that comes with ensuring other people’s welfare as well.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Hoya Leaf for Inward Exploration
Foraged Wood Fern for Exorcising Negative Influences
Picture Jasper for Sense of Proportion and Grounding
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE CHINA DOLL TAROT AND CULTURAE ANIMALIS PLAYING CARDS
Daily Self Kindness

This is a catch up post, and I’m not entirely sure what the self kindness was for this day.

Gideon’s Challenge – Dinner Show

Smuttynose Brewing and Space Goat Pale Ale

Dinner Show

Moose Drool
and Space Goat
Smuttynose
and Huck It
with each sign
amusement rises
and a quirk
of the lips
becomes a smile
as chuckles
bubble up
into laughter
and a stop
for dinner
turns into a tour
from one wall
to the next

Photo © ZenStatePhotography

The End Is Not the End

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Ever After Spell Tarot - Eight of Wands and Because Art Heals deck

Today’s draw is the Eight of Wands, which is traditionally a representation of action, speed, alacrity, fast paced events or change, or having a target goal in your sights that you are charging towards.

The Eight of Wands has then been combined with Abbott Handerson Thayer’s Angel card from the Because Art Heals deck, which says, “Thayer’s Angel embodies calm strength & quiet divinity. Painted after personal loss, it reflects how love endures beyond form, an unseen presence that steadies us in grief.”

Sometimes letting go isn’t the answer. Instead, the answer is holding on to how we feel, even as we move on into something else.

Whether it’s the loss of a person, the loss of a job, the loss of an ability or a hobby… etc, just because it’s not ours any longer doesn’t mean we have to stop loving it. For example, maybe you loved to crochet but now arthritis makes it so you can’t anymore. Does that mean you have to no longer love the art of crocheting? No. It might mean you can’t do the creating yourself, but you can still appreciate the art and skill of others, and even share your knowledge with them.

The message in today’s cards is an encouragement to let the love you feel for the things that matter to you exist… even in those times when you have to let go in some way and move on. That love doesn’t have to be discarded, but can be allowed to linger for as long as you want or need it to.

DECKS USED: THE EVER AFTER SPELL TAROT AND BECAUSE ART HEALS DECK

#DiscordTarotholicsFeb2026 Challenge
Prompt for February 26th and 27th

Oracle Reading with the Tarot de Sade Oracle

What to look forward to as we begin to head towards spring.

Priest and Officer – More structure and discipline.

These two qualities work together to keep things not just moving in the right direction, but also stable and secure. Stable and secure are qualities that you very much enjoy, so welcome in the increased structure and discipline when it steps into your life, for it will help you keep that stable foundation that you enjoy so much if you’re willing to cooperate.

How to connect with the warmth to come during the lingering cold.

Ardent Desire – Indulge in what brings you pleasure.

Now is the time for indulging in a bit of hedonistic pursuits of the physical variety. Accept and wallow, enjoy to your heart’s content. There’s a bit of extra time to indulge right now, and you should do so while the opportunity is there for the taking.

Other elements included in this reading:
Japanese Cherry Leaf as a Reminder of Life’s Fleeting Moments
Foraged Parmeliaceae Lichen for a “Breath of Fresh Air”
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: TAROT DE SADE (ORACLE)

@ambitiouslyalexa’s February Journal Prompts
Prompt for February 27th
: One thing I’m grateful I’ve learned

Tarot Reading with the Ever After Spell Tarot

Reading Summary – Connecting with your emotions (Ace of Cups) as you have been working on over the past few years, makes it easier to spot when somebody’s trying to fuck you over (Seven of Swords Rx), and take defensive steps when necessary (Nine of Wands).

Take Away – Over the past few years you’ve learned to listen to your emotions, not just your intuition, when interacting with others. Especially when allowing others to get close to you.

This added level of awareness allows you to better sense when something has gone awry, and when those trying to get close to you don’t have your best interests at heart. It’s an extra level of awareness you weren’t able to utilize before.

Other elements included in this reading:
Scotch Pine Cone for Purging Negative Influences
Black Tourmaline for Grounding and Protection
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE EVER AFTER SPELL TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

This is a catch up post, and I’m not entirely sure what the self kindness was for this day.

Gideon’s Challenge – Layers

Arrowwood (Viburnum Carlesii) Koreanspice viburnum

Layers

Emotions lay
open and raw
riding on the skin
instead of
within
and each breeze
is sandpaper
upon sensitive
nerves
until skin splits
open wide
and the soul
weeping
is exposed

Photo © ZenStatePhotography

Through Thick and Thin

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

The Lunisolar Tarot - Pokemon Tarot - The Hermit

Today’s draw is The Hermit card, which is traditionally a representation of solitude, self reflection and introspection, alone time, and inner guidance.

The Hermit was then joined by the “Fancy Handshakes” card from the Grateful AF deck, which says, “How can we make saying hello super special? Make a dance routine with our hands! Intricate handshakes are the embodiment of being extra. Also, how can you really call someone your best friend if you two don’t have your own handshake?”

Who is it that celebrates your return when you come back from times of solitude? By contrast, who are the ones that are unaffected and don’t seem to care one way or the other?

Your need for alone time, combined with an array of defense mechanisms you’re aware of but not yet able to break free from, means that you have a tendency to “disappear” for an unspecified amount of time now and then; usually without warning. This disappearance isn’t always physical. Sometimes, it means you’ve emotionally checked out and are just going through the motions, unable to engage in the ways you normally would.

During these times… who notices? Who cares enough to -see- you and see when things shift? Who of those that notice are happy when you return to them from these times of detachment?

The message in today’s cards is a reminder that -these- are the people in our lives that matter, and encourage us to acknowledge them and appreciate them for the love and care they provide in our lives. Not everyone ignores your ups and downs. Some care enough to be there and welcome you back, lift you up and let you know they care. Maybe take a few minutes to consider who in your life fills this role, and how you can better appreciate their presence in your life.

DECKS USED: THE LUNISOLAR TAROT AND GRATEFUL AF DECK

One Card Tarot Journal Activity by @mariasofia_astro
Chapter 4 | Entry 15 – Career and Finances
Affirmation
: “I am improving my relationship to money.
Prompt : Fill in the blank: “When I look at my bank account, I feel ________.” Use the card you draw to guide you as you answer this and explore the reasoning behind your feelings.

Tarot Activity from The One Card a Day Journal by Maria Sofia Marmanides - The Love Tarot - The Star card

What feelings came up when I pulled this card?

A wry sort of agreement, like irony but not quite.

What elements of the card’s meaning resonate with me and this prompt?

The Star card is all about hope, and I feel like this card is pointing out to me how hope can only take you so far. It has its place, but so does action and practicality.

You can’t lean on hope to solve your problems… sometimes you have to do that yourself. It’s still okay for that hope to be there, though, even then.

What in the artwork spoke to me?

Hope does somehow manage to spring eternal (the star shining bright in the sky above) even as money flows out of my account like a spigot turned on high (the water flowing out of the vase).

There is also the fact that the figure is looking -away- from the water that is flowing out of the vase in her right hand (and her left, for that matter), which speaks to me of a lack of concern about where the money is going. Ignoring that the money is flowing out too quickly isn’t going to solve the problem. There’s a need to engage expressed here.

My prompt response and reflections.

The card here is presenting me with a situation where money is flowing out faster than it’s coming in, and instead of looking at why this is the case and what has changed to make this happen, there’s a desire to just ignore it and hope it will sort itself out.

The advice in this card is to not take that action or you will find your vases soon empty. Instead, pay attention and figure out what’s going on and how things have gone out of balance, then resolve the issues involved before they create more problems.

Other elements included in this reading:
Amber Resin D25 Die
Banded agate D6 Die

DECK USED: THE LOVE TAROT

@ambitiouslyalexa’s February Journal Prompts
Prompt for February 26th
: What helps me calm down

Tarot Reading with The Lunisolar Tarot - Pokemon Tarot

Reading Summary – The awareness that not everything is a competition (Queen of Wands Rx) for recognition (King of Swords Rx) or resources (Five of Pentacles Rx).

Take Away – You have a tendency to get worked up when you feel that you need to compete with others for your resources. It becomes a scarcity issue for you, which amps up your anxiety and adrenaline.

Remembering and acknowledging that you aren’t competing against others helps you to stay calm.

It’s in knowing that there’s no one else you need to beat out in order to come out on top that keeps you able to move at a steady pace instead of pushing too hard into your ambitions and efforts.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Rosebuds for Potential and Beauty Waiting to Unfold
Foraged Parmeliaceae Lichen for a “Breath of Fresh Air”
Dried Lavender Bundle for Calming and Comfort
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED: THE LUNISOLAR TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

This is a catch up post, and I’m not entirely sure what the self kindness was for this day.

Gideon’s Challenge – Another Day

Morning Clouds

Another Day

Forsaken by
morning light
we sit
within the shadows
as skies brighten
from sunrise
to day bright
but yet the light
remains illusive
in the cold
of mountain shadows
stretching long
with their
cloying grip

Photo © ZenStatePhotography