Difficult Journeys and Their Rewards

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Hannah's Goth Haus Tarot's Page of Cups and a card from the Lights In Dark Places Affirmation Deck

Today’s draw is the Page of Cups, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive omega energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s emotions, relationships, creativity, or intuition. This often translates into themes that have to do with emotional growth, second chances relationships, or exploring one’s creative pursuits.

The card has then been combined with a card from the Lights In Dark Places deck, which says, “Make a wish. Plant the seeds You never know what might take root.”

As someone who is very much still in the novice stage of understanding and processing emotions, I can definitely attest to the “you never know what will take root” theme of today’s affirmation card.

When I started on this journey of learning about my emotions, my expectations were far different than what the journey has become. It’s a lot more confusing, a lot more frustrating, and… a lot more rewarding.

I didn’t anticipate how getting in touch with my emotions would influence every single part of my life. Neither did I realize how deeply I feel for others. In fact the only thing I find I was right about all along? Is that I’m clairsentient, and definitely not an empath. (To which I say, thank fuck. Dealing with my own emotions is more than enough without mixing in the emotions of others.)

The message in today’s Page of Cups and affirmation card is that difficult journeys are often the most rewarding. Don’t shy away from your wishes and dreams just because they feel impossible or difficult. Those dreams are the best kind and hold the greatest rewards. Go for it. You might fumble, struggle, or be a complete novice, but do it anyway.

DECKS USED:  HANNAH’S GOTH HAUS TAROT AND LIGHTS IN DARK PLACES AFFIRMATION DECK

October Spooky Season Challenge by @MercuryTarot
Prompts for October 31st

Cartomancy Reading with the DarkFur Playing Cards Claw Edition

How do I trick myself?

Sometimes when exploring something new (Jack of Clubs) you get too overconfident in your skills and abilities on the subject (King of Diamonds). This can then lead to roadblocks down the line later on (Nine of Clubs) when you have to pause to do more research or up your skill level in order to keep progressing.

How can I treat myself?

Instead of fearing that you’ll never learn it all (Nine of Spades), treat the entire experience like a learning process without an ending in sight (Queen of Diamonds). There will always be more to learn and more skills to hone, which is how a topic or experience continues to remain interesting (Queen of Clubs) long after it might otherwise lose its appeal.

Other elements included in this reading:
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  DARKFUR PLAYING CARDS CLAW EDITION

#DiscordTarotholicsOct2026 Challenge
Prompt for October 31st
: Grab a spread of your choice you’re curious about… and give it a go!

Fear Assessment Oracle Reading with the Halloween Oracle

What feels most frightening to you right now?

The Witch atop Dawn – You fear that by not taking over and controlling the current (potentially catastrophic) situation that things will get worse and a solution won’t be forthcoming in time to stave off disaster.

What are you avoiding because of this fear?

Forgiveness – You feel put upon by this issue even if you’re not directly responsible for creating it (or fixing it). This feeling is breeding resentment beneath the surface. It’s not enough to feel for J. You need to forgive him and let go of that resentment festering inside.

What support or strengths are available to help you confront this fear?

Nightsong – Look within. Consider the influence that your shadow self is having over you in this situation. Just as you work to treat your shadow with kindness and acceptance, turn that same mindset towards what’s going on right now in your life. Nurture instead of tear down, guide instead of berate.

Other elements included in this reading:
Wasp Hive Segment with Parmeliaceae Lichen for Easing Defense Mechanisms
Black Spruce Needles to Boost Self-Confidence and Positive Thinking
Dried Rosebuds for Potential and Beauty Waiting to Unfold
Dried Purple Heather Flowers for Independence and Luck
Foraged Red Oak Leaf for Fostering Unconditional Love
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  HALLOWEEN ORACLE

@owlandbonestarot #OctoberinBetween Challenge
Prompts for October 

Tarot Reading with Hannah's Goth Haus Tarot

End – Queen of Pentacles Rx – It’s time to stop tearing yourself down for “not doing enough” with your time. You just did this yesterday when you looked at the stuff you accomplished in your day and started picking apart how you should have been able to do more.

Celebrate your accomplishments instead of always pushing yourself so hard for more to the point where even the things you get done aren’t good enough.

Begin – Three of Cups – Treat yourself to the same care and kindness that you give to others. Love yourself as others love you.

Foster your emotions and share how you’re feeling instead of isolating and shutting down, which is what tearing yourself apart like this actually causes.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Oak Branch with Moss and Lichen for Perseverance
Rose Quartz Heart for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Flower Agate for Opening the Mind to New Possibilities
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  HANNAH’S GOTH HAUS TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

I bought a packet of googly eyes at the dollar store on the way to Ms B’s and stuck them to my face for a quick and easy costume for greeting trick or treaters.

Last Harvest 2026 – Samhain

Today is the third and Last Harvest of the 2026 autumn season.  Although this holiday (which is also known by most as Halloween and by many as Samhain) is celebrated around the world by those that embrace the rich history of many traditions that originated in Paganism, most don’t realize that is what they are doing… or that this holiday carries special significance as the eve of the Day of the Dead when the veil is at its thinnest between our world and those that have passed.

autumn pumpkin candle

Like with new moons and full moons, I usually do a spread to check in with myself and give myself some direction for the next couple of months for each solstice, equinox, and other Sabbats. Instead of doing my normal Sabbat spread check-in, though, today I am using a spread from @mothermoon.ph

Samhain Tarot Reading with WisdombyKK's Halloween Tarot

What am I still holding on to that I have already outgrown?

The Emperor – It’s time to let go of the need to be in charge and in control of every little aspect of everything. You’ve learned over the past few years that you don’t -have- to be the one in charge all the time, and that it’s okay to step back and let others take the lead now and then.

What makes it difficult for me to let this go?

Nine of Pentacles atop Knight of Swords – You feel like if you’re not the one leading the charge that nothing will get done to your satisfaction.

What will help me release this attachment?

Five of Swords – Remembering that some things are messy by nature helps a great deal in releasing your need to be in constant control of every aspect of everything. Not everything has to be perfect. Sometimes it just needs to be done.

What wisdom do I want to carry forward?

Eight of Pentacles – You can teach your skills to those you trust to help you, and in time they will become skilled and proficient. They’re not half-assing on purpose, they just need more practice.

What can I look forward to with a lighter heart?

The High Priestess – With others allowed to help and occasionally take the lead, it gives you more freedom to follow your own path, enhance your own skills in other areas, and really sink into your spiritual pursuits.

Other elements included in this reading:
Japanese Cherry Leaf as a Reminder of Life’s Fleeting Moments
Foraged Red Oak Leaf for Fostering Unconditional Love
Dried Rhododendron Leaf for Fostering Confidence
Calcite for Gently Calming the Mind and Stimulating Insights
Moss Agate for Attracting Opportunities for Growth
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECKS USED: WISDOMBYKK’S HALLOWEEN TAROT

Gideon’s Challenge – Exhausted

Exhausted Skeleton Halloween Decor

Exhausted

the doorbell rings
again and again
chiming cheerfully
with each child
that sings
trick or treat
and sweets
are gifted
until bones ache
with each rise
from the chair
to head
for the door
once more

Photo © ZenStatePhotography

Is All We Need Is Love?

Today’s meditation was skipped.

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Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Witchy Witch Halloween Tarot's Lovers card and a card from the Lights in Dark Places Affirmation Deck

Today’s draw is The Lovers (The Best Friends) card, which is traditionally a representation of love and relationships, long term contracts, harmonious unions, and making choices that are geared toward what is best for you.

The card has then been combined with a card from the Lights In Dark Places deck, which says, “Love so much that there is no room left for fear.”

I like the idea that someone can love others so much that even if they were raised to be prejudice, the fear and prejudices melt away.

I know that I have it easy here where I live. You don’t see a lot of hate crimes here, nor do you see a lot of pejoratives being tossed around or prejudicial behavior out in the open. It still happens, but it’s much worse in many other places that it is here in this corner of the world.

I don’t understand these mentalities of hate, but maybe, as the message in today’s Lovers card and affirmation card suggests, connecting through love is the answer.

DECKS USED:  WITCHY WITCH HALLOWEEN TAROT AND LIGHTS IN DARK PLACES AFFIRMATION DECK

#DiscordTarotholicsOct2026 Challenge
Prompt for October 30th
: Do the Thinning Veil Spread

Oracle Reading with the Story Spark Cards Magical Objects Deck Color Edition

What Spirits have come to visit and walk with you while the veil is thin?

Helmet of Protection – The guardians and the guides that help to keep you out of trouble, healthy, and hale are who has come to visit and walk with you this year while the veil is thin. They are with you through the hard parts of life and have stepped up this season to be by your side.

How are these Spirits assisting in keeping you safe?

Celestial Cross – They are working hard to repel those things, people, and entities in your life right now that want to tap into your energy and drain you dry.

What should you offer to these Spirits that are watching over you?

Boots of Swiftness – Don’t just sit back and let them do all the work. Just as when you’re lost in the woods you do what you can to help others find you, so too do you need to help those who love you assist in your safety. Do your part.

What cycle from the past do your Ancestors hope that you will break?

Pocket Watch of Vengeance – Your Ancestors want you to let go of negative influences and motivations. Ex: using the threat of scarcity to motivate you to work harder. Motivation doesn’t have to be spurred by negative emotions. Find a healthier way.

What do you know deep within your bones?

Obsidian Mirror – Your intuition is always right. You may not know where the information comes from, but it’s proven itself to be the most reliable guide you have for parsing out the world and those in it.

What do the Spirits and Ancestors need for you to learn?

Horn of Destruction – Destruction is a part of change and a part of life that can’t always be avoided. It’s better to dance to the music in the chaos than hide under the table with your head bowed.

A message for you from the Spirits and Ancestors

Cheese of Delights – Don’t forget to take pleasure in the little things and appreciate the abundance in your life. Remind yourself that even during times of struggle, strife, and trial that these things still exist in your life and can lift you up.

Other elements included in this reading:
Foraged Red Oak Leaf for Fostering Unconditional Love
English Elm Seeds to Encourage Flexibility During Growth
Gneiss Stone for Patience in Moments of Discomfort
Garnierite for help in Releasing Anger, Anxiety, and Guilt
Cave Aragonite Stalactite for Fostering Tolerance and Understanding
Desert Rose for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  STORY SPARK CARDS MAGICAL OBJECTS DECK

October Prompts by @forgotten.dumpling & @ml.mecham
Prompt for October 30th
: brick and mortar love

Creative Writing Activity with the Halloween Cult Horror Playing Cards

I don’t need your hands
heavy on my shoulders
but your reach from the ether
that connects our souls
(Ace of Hearts)

I don’t need cooked meals
or foot rubs by the fire
I need the warmth of your love
intense even through the miles
(King of Hearts)

I don’t need the type of love
that means alone time is nil
no brick and mortar love for me
as what we have
reaches far deeper with you
(Two of Hearts)

Other elements included in this reading:
Bird Figurine for Encouraging Hope, Positivity, and Renewal
Staghorn Sumac for Connecting with Nature and the Wild Within
Conch Shell Knot for Concentration, Clarity, and Determination
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  HALLOWEEN CULT HORROR PLAYING CARDS

@owlandbonestarot #OctoberinBetween Challenge
Prompts for October 30th

Tarot Reading with the Witchy Witch Halloween Tarot

Empty – Queen of Swords – Empty your mouth and mind of harsh words and judgements. Cutting yourself to the quick does nothing but weaken you further, when you should be trying to build yourself up instead.

Harsh judgements get you nowhere, and create isolation from others, whether those judgements are directed toward them or directed inward toward yourself.

Fill – Queen of Pentacles – Replace that harshness with supportive words and the stability they know and trust from you.

Your presence creates a nurturing energy, giving others a sense of security. Fill up your life and the lives of others with this energy, instead of the harshness of negativity that tries to slip in and crush the soul.

Other elements included in this reading:
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Clear Quartz for boosting Mental Clarity
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  WITCHY WITCH HALLOWEEN TAROT
Daily Self Kindness

I didn’t go to Ms B’s today, choosing to skip the Friday trip since I plan on being there tomorrow to help her with her Trick or Treaters.

Gideon’s Challenge – Longing

Halloween Decor

Longing

please whisper
in my ear
sweet nothings
with warm breath
and a low rumble
in your voice
that awakens
the dormant
butterflies
in my belly
and inspires
a catch
in my breath

Photo © ZenStatePhotography

Embodying Our Future Self

Today’s meditation was a ten minute #DailyCalm session from the @Calm.

By honoring the small victories we help reinforce positive choices, and as momentum builds it’s easier to pick up and dust off when we fall off course.

If we can find a sense of daily achievement in the small things, we’re not only more likely to stay on track toward our goal, we get more enjoyment from the process of getting there.

As Beau Taplin says, “whoever said the small things don’t matter has never seen a match start a wildfire”.

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Daily Mental Health Prompt: Seek a positive message to carry with you throughout the day and offer perspective.

Little Reaper Tarot Mini Edition's Three of Wands and a card from the Lights In Dark Places Affirmation Deck

Today’s draw is the Three of Wands, which is traditionally a representation of the first active step in a journey, progress towards a goal, and the seizing of opportunities.

The Three of Wands has then been combined with a card from the Lights In Dark Places deck, which says, “It’s your life. You get to decide which face you wear.”

Choose the kind of person you want to be, and then be that person.

We all get to choose whether we’re going to be authentic or not. We all get to choose whether we’re kind or not. We all get to choose whether we allow others to see our vulnerabilities or our hearts.

It’s up to us what we choose to project onto the world and how we present ourselves at to others. Strong or weak, victim or protector, kind or cruel, caring or indifferent. The key is in choosing what kind of person you want to be… and being that person. Planning and wishful thinking won’t get you there. This, above all else, requires action.

The message in today’s Three of Wands and affirmation card is a reminder that we become the kind of people we want to grow into by being those people now. Sure, we’ll probably mess it up from time to time, but that’s a part of the growing process. The important part is continuing your efforts and not giving up on that future self you want to become.

DECKS USED:  LITTLE REAPER TAROT MINI EDITION AND LIGHTS IN DARK PLACES AFFIRMATION DECK

#DiscordTarotholicsOct2026 Challenge
Prompt for October 29th : 
Samhain – As the last harvest arrives, what needs be discarded from your life?

Oracle Reading with the Lobo Juego de Cartas Game Cards

Reading Summary: The need to stand out among the rest (White Wolf). Don’t allow feelings of persecution to take hold (The Mayor), and remember that just because you’re paranoid doesn’t mean someone isn’t out to get you (The Clairvoyant).

Take Away: Discard your need to compete, and stop allowing your fear to overshadow practicality and situational awareness.

It isn’t in your nature to be a doormat, but that doesn’t mean you need to be constantly on guard and worried that every moment of every day might be -the- moment you have to be ready to defend yourself and those people and things you value.

It’s absolutely okay to let down your guard now and then.

Other elements included in this reading:
Dried Red Maple Leaf for Adaptability and Connection
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  LOBO JUEGO DE CARTAS GAME CARDS

October Prompts by @forgotten.dumpling & @ml.mecham
Prompt for October 29th :
carve me out like a pumpkin

Creative Writing with the Hidden Light The Witch Playing Cards
Knights & Witches

insides spill from
gaping wounds
(Five of Spades)
as I’m cut to the quick
by the blade of her tongue
(Queen of Spades)

until the guts of my soul
lie messy and exposed
on the floor
(Ten of Spades)
and fingertips to forearms
tingle and sting
with emotions I cannot name
(Ace of Cups)

while I drop to my knees
and salt the earth
with my tears
(Three of Spades)

Other elements included in this reading:
Rose Quartz for Gentle Kindness to Self and Others
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  HIDDEN LIGHT THE WITCH PLAYING CARDS KNIGHTS & WITCHES EDITION

@owlandbonestarot #OctoberinBetween Challenge
Prompts for October 29th

Tarot Reading with the Little Reaper Tarot Mini Edition

Wait – Knight of Coins Rx – As a previous reading this week already indicated, now is not the time to try and fix things or mitigate damages. Your urge to step in and play Mr Fix-It is very strong. but now is not the time.

There will be time for dealing with the fallout once the dust has settled. For now, you need to let things continue to happen as they will without your interference.

Act – King of Coins Rx – Look to your own foundation and tend to it as if you’re staring over. With things falling around you right and left, it’s hard to focus on what’s right in front of you.

Make sure that you are paying attention to those things you -do- have control over and ensuring your foundation stays steady even as the things around you shift and change. You can adapt as needed, but right now? Examine the cracks and work on fixing your own shit first.

Other elements included in this reading:
Carnelian Agate Mushroom for Fostering Confidence
Smoky Quartz for Introspection and Emotional Balance
Selenite for Purification and drawing in Positive Energy

DECK USED:  LITTLE REAPER TAROT MINI EDITION
Daily Self Kindness

Gid and I made a new character set the other day, and we played tonight.