Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and I fidgeted through the entire process. I had an idea for a new organization method for my decks, and honestly? I just couldn’t calm down about it enough to do anything useful with those ten minutes of meditation. I will try again tonight before bed. Now that I have everything rearranged (again), I should hopefully be a bit less fidgety.
What stood out the strongest to me in the imagery of this card is the hands at the bottom. Their positioning is probably supposed to represent the alchemical air symbol of an upright triangle with a line through it. The thing is, though? It looks an awful lot like the Hakini mudra (except that the pinky fingers are not bent in that mudra, so it’s not exactly… right.
Still, it’s actually pretty fitting, as the Hakini mudra is used for concentration and to boost the brain including memory, inspiration, and cooperation between the right and left hemispheres.
I see this card’s appearance today as a reminder of the benefits that including mudras into my medication can have. This is an activity that I have really slacked off on over the past few months, but I think it’s time to start incorporating them into my practice again… and perhaps I’ll even start with the Hakini.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE SIDHE
#TarotForGrowthAugust Challenge Prompt
Topic: I’m struggling to move past trauma.
Question: Who can I turn to for help enforcing those boundaries?
Reading Summary: Family and friends (Four of Wands) will step up to provide solid back up (Knight of Discs) when needed (The Tower).
Take Away: Friends and family is the answer here. It’s those that are nearest and dearest to me that I can depend on. People like Gideon, my sister, Z, J, Ms B… these are all people that are a part of my inner circle of love and support and people that I can depend on to help when I need it. The key here is in the last card in this spread, which is The Tower, and the deck’s way of stressing “when you need it”.
DECK USED: TABULA MUNDI IN MINIMA TAROT
Seeds Sown – Ace of Pentacles – The seeds that I planted in the spring that have flourished have to do with finding a new balance between my responsibilities and my life. This isn’t so much about the balance itself, which is still in the works, but the openness and willingness to make the changes needed and start upon a new path.
The Chaff – Strength – Those seeds that have not flourished are the ones that I plant every year and this year have chosen not to encourage. That is the tendency to push and shove and force my way forward with determination and blind focus. In the past I have done this to my own detriment again and again, and it is something that has been working for me less and less with each year that passes.
The Harvest – Four of Wands – Friends and family connections are going to be very important as I prepare to reap the rewards of my summer’s hard work. This card indicates I need to make sure I’m not just getting myself ready for the busy season ahead, but my those around me as well… both those that are here to help with that busy time, and those that are stuck waiting in the wings for the rush to end.
DECK USED: ODD HAND TAROT
Reading Summary: When crap happens and they feel depressed (Five of Discs), be generous (Six of Discs) with my advice (The Hierophant) and my emotional support (King of Cups).
Take Away: Honestly? As much as I love to help people? I always feel like when I give advice that it might be overstepping. I mean, I know that the advice is decent and I have a lot of experience under my belt to base my advice through… and yet it always feels like encroaching? I’m relatively sure that this is not the case and just my own personal insecurities, but there’s always that worry of being seen as some sort of know it all. You know, not the good kind but the annoying kind.
Funny enough, you would think it would be the emotional support part of this reading that I balk at, but when it comes to those closest to me that I love and that love me? I don’t have a problem reaching out with a hug or some emotional support. It’s probably one of the only scenarios in life where being emotionally connected doesn’t feel awkward or uncomfortable.
DECK USED: LUMINOUS VOID TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I make the world a better place?
Ten of Swords – Show by example just how much you can survive.
Ooph. Okay so this one is a hard one for me. Not that I don’t share my struggles or that people aren’t aware of some of the things I have been through. But if I were to list out all of the crazy ass shit that’s happened in my life…. or even just the ones that left scars on my body… it would sound like some sort of catastrophic “The Man Born With No Luck” B-movie or something. I have survived a lot. A LOT. But… it feels weird to put it all out there, which is sort of what you have to do if you want to show people by example just how much a person can survive and continue to move on from.
Eight of Wands – Send out into the world the positivity that you create. (imagery based)
This is something that I do regularly and love the most about my home business. I love making beautiful things and sending them out to others to love and cherish. I hope that every single piece of jewelry and other creation I make finds a home where it can brighten someone’s day… or many days, as the case may be. I instill these hopes and that intent into each of the pieces I make.
Knight of Swords – Choose your battles wisely.
Sometimes we all pick battles we shouldn’t. I think that’s a part of life and learning when and where to pick the battles that really mater and mean something. To make the world a better place, it’s important to examine the battles you’re deciding to fight, and make sure they’re really worth the time, effort, energy, and emotion that you’re going to pour into them. What is the motivation behind becoming involved?