Today’s meditation was a shortie at only eight minutes long, primarily because I just couldn’t seem to convince the girls (including Miss Luna) to leave me alone long enough to get in a full meditation. It was still quite nice, but at the same time, aggravating due to the interruptions.
Today’s draw is the Maker Princess (Page of Pentacles) which is traditionally a representation of a receptive omega energy, personality, or person in the areas of manifestation and creation, finances and resources, as well as hearth, health, and home.
The “Gift of Creativity” is a terrific prompt for this card, as is the Fae burdened with pregnancy. The Page of Pentacles is a card filled with possibilities. It indicates a time of learning, of growth, and of manifestation that is very eloquently expressed through the swollen belly of pregnancy… the ultimate act of manifestation.
This is the message of today’s card (not the pregnancy). It’s about potential, and about allowing yourself to be open to learning and growing, so that not just you grow, but your potential grows with you.
Whether you are creating another person, a piece of artwork, an opportunity for others, or your own comfortable nest… the act of manifesting something out of nothing is a miracle. It takes growth and experimentation.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE SIDHE
#TarotForGrowthAugust Challenge Prompt
Topic: I’m struggling with boundaries in my relationships.
Question: How can I reframe the maintenance of boundaries as a necessary act of self-acceptance?
Reading Summary: To have joy (The Sun) you have to actually choose joy (Two of Swords) which means having faith (The Star) that that joy is OK and will lead to a good place (Four of Wands).
Take Away: Sometimes you have to take a blind step forward in the direction you think is right. For me, joy is like that. My background makes it hard for me to grasp that joy can lead to positive growth towards my goals. It’s hard to understand this because I have always been taught both through my youth and experience, that when you want something? You work for it. To me, joy and “working for it” seem incongruous. So in order to have the things I want… a lack of joy is necessary.
The cards here indicate that is not the case, and that I need to take that blind step forward to embrace joy and have faith that it will lead me to the stability I want… joy included.
DECK USED: EL GRAN TAROT ESOTERICO
#DiscordTarotholicsAug2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: Where could I benefit from a new perspective at this time?
Reading Summary: If the uncertainty that’s coming actually happens (The Moon) you need to embrace it and move into it with purpose (Knight of Wands), because it might actually end up being a good thing in the end (Queen of Cups).
Take Away: There is a possibility that having to move could put me into a position where I’m even happier and in a better, more emotionally strengthened position than the one I’m in now. Although the possibility is still a long way off, if it’s going to happen at all… if it does come to pass, I need to embrace what I see as an uncertainty and a hurdle as a challenge, and move forward with purpose.
In other words, stop looking at this as an upcoming catastrophe and push yourself towards seeing it as an opportunity. If the rumors that you hear come to be something real and moving ends up being necessary, embrace that with open arms and move forward into the project with purpose.
DECK USED: ANTHRO TAROT
Question: What am I currently manifesting? What am I moving past?
What am I currently manifesting? – Knight of Wands – I’m working on taking control and actively preparing for the holiday rush to come. Although at this moment, I’m taking a few days off, even now I’m planning and preparing, just in a less stressful or aggressive way.
What am I moving past? – Two of Swords – Prior to finally feeling the pull to start preparing for the holiday rush, I felt I was in a moment of limbo and struggling with a bit of lack of direction. Although I was aware of this, I wasn’t really paying much attention to it, but the Two of Swords is a very good representation of that momentary lack of direction.
DECK USED: VIVID JOURNEY TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What do I love about me?
Reading Summary: I am constantly fed by and inspired by (Ace of Hearts) my connection with the natural world and my spiritual path (The Star), which carries me forward with confidence in the direction I have chosen (Three of Clubs)
Take Away: This is about my certainty upon my path. It’s about knowing who I am and where I “fit”… and what fits for me. It’s about hearing that inner voice and following its guidance without fear of it being wrong or doubt in what it says.
I’ve never had a hard time in following that compass, or allowing myself to be pulled upon my spiritual path in the direction that feels right for me. I see a lot of people struggle with these things, and I am extremely grateful that it is not one of my own personal struggles.