Today’s meditation was was a part of me soaking in the tub… of which I did for damned near three hours apparently. I didn’t mean to soak in the tub for three hours, mind you. But it turns out that I only want to get out of the tub while the water is hot.
Once it cools down? I’m happy to lie around in there forever until the temperature gets to shiver-inducing temperature. Even then? When the temperature has cooled I feel much more inclined to add a little more warm water to keep the temp going than actually get out. It makes getting motivated to actually get out of the tub surprisingly difficult.
Today’s draw is the Magician, which is traditionally a representation of being capable and skilled, and having all the tools at one’s disposal to deal with what needs done or dealt with. It’s about being resourceful and having the motivation and expertise at your fingertips to manifest into reality what you want (or want to happen).
What stands out to me the strongest today in the imagery of this card is the abundant bounty sitting on the table behind the figure.
With the Magician card being about manifestation, what I see here is someone that has found the skills and expertise necessary to manifest abundance into their life. This shows capability to care for oneself and others, to manage life and provide the resources needed.
Today’s card is a reminder that I am capable. That I am skilled. That I am more than able to care for myself and for others. More than able to deal with keep my business afloat. More than able to handle the things that need done, and to manifest the abundance needed for myself and those that depend on me.
DECK USED: MADAM LYDIA WILHELMINA’S TAROT
Reading Summary: Welcome home those that come to visit (Four of Wands) and spend time connecting with them (Two of Cups). Allow the emotional connections to happen and take the support offered in their presence at this time (Queen of Cups).
Take Away: Not all that come through from the spirit world do so to berate me. That is solely my father’s schtick. The cards here are a reminder that the spirit world as a whole is not my enemy and I can connect with it and make bonds through the veil that have nothing to do with him or the influences that he has had upon me and my life.
DECK USED: GOLDEN AGE OF HORROR COMICS TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsOct2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: A Problem / What Action to Take / What to Wait On
A Problem – The Empress – Neglect. Lately I have been neglecting myself. Not eating as well as I should, not doing my meditations. Sort of retreating into myself and feeling off kilter in a general malaise sort of way. This isn’t just the drop, but rather an over all lack of enthusiasm for life and what it has to offer as a whole. It’s not healthy.
What Action To Take – Ace of Swords atop Two of Swords – I need to find a better way to communicate how I’m feeling. This isn’t my strong suit at all and will take a conscious effort, but finding the words is important.
What To Wait On – The Tower – Don’t catastrophize things just yet. It’s not the end of the world, just a bit of an uphill struggle of the moment. I need to remember that this isn’t some huge issue. It’s also not forever.
DECK USED: DARK GRIMOIRE TAROT
#MysticStarChallenge October Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I strengthen my relationship with my Guides?
Reading Summary: Reach for them to help me make good choices (The Lovers) when I am feeling combative (Five of Wands) or down on my luck (Five of Pentacles).
Take Away: Sometimes, making the choices that are for my best interest, are not entirely an easy thing to do. Conflict and disillusionment can make impulses hard to resist, and there are times when hardships can pollute one’s view and make other perspectives difficult to see. This is the time when reaching for my spirit guides can help in strengthening our relationship, as it creates a conscious bond of trust instead of an unconscious one followed through intuition.
DECK USED: TWISTED TAROT TALES
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I keep my spiritualism focused?
Reading Summary: Stick with it and work at it (Three of Pentacles) through the ups and downs of life (Wheel of Fortune). Practice patience in your progress (Temperance), and kind understanding of yourself along the way (The Empress).
Take Away: Tenacity. The key to keeping my spiritualism focused is accepting that it’s going to have its ups and downs along the way and that you just need to stick with it regardless of that. The cards also note that providing myself with patience and understanding is more than just for work and the business, and needs to be applied to this area of my life as well.