Today’s meditation was skipped this morning because the girls would just not leave me the fuck alone. Between that and the running of the vacuum, I just couldn’t make it happen. I will be doing it before bed, though. Absolutely. I won’t skip it entirely.
Today’s draw is the King of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of a projective alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s finances, resources, home and hearth, health, and manifestations. This often translates into themes that have to do with business acumen, a strong sense of responsibility, and financial growth and stability.
What stands out to me the strongest in the imagery of this card is that the king is surrounded in all of this wealth, but his sword is down and he looks bored as hell.
We all have goals to aim for, dreams to reach for. We all have those things that we strive for in our day to day lives. The thing is? We spend all of this time striving… and then once we get there? We’re bored.
The message in today’s card is about enjoying the journey. It’s not about the end zone. It’s about the game. It’s about each step you take along the way and living in the moment instead of being so focused on the future that you miss all the good stuff in the now.
DECK USED: TAROT OF HAUNTED HOUSE
Reading Summary: My ancestors respond with a hopeful outlook for this new connection (The Star), and an eagerness to play a more open role (The Sun) in helping me find balance (Justice).
Take Away: I wasn’t really sure how this reading would go, but it went really well and the answers came through loud and smoothly. My ancestors are eager to have a more conscious role in my life just as my guides are, and hope to help me on my journey to make good choices, enjoy life more, and have a better sense of balance in my life.
DECK USED: RITUAL ABUSE TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsOct2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What healing lesson is waiting for me to realize and accept it?
Reading Summary: That you can carry forward and reap the benefits of the lessons you’ve learned (Page of Pumpkins) in the past (Six of Ghosts), while still letting go of the bad stuff and leaving it behind (Death).
Take Away: Although I know that this is possible and have been able to do it in some cases, there are other cases where the crap that taught me the lesson still clings to the lesson itself. In these instances, I struggle to pry my emotions about the incident away from the lessons learned. Although I realize this struggle is ongoing for me, I haven’t yet gotten to a point where I’ve been able to accept it in all cases yet. Its something I’m working on, though.
DECK USED: HALLOWEEN TAROT
#MysticStarChallenge October Challenge Prompt
Question: What in myself do I need to strengthen to understand my Guides better?
Reading Summary: The stronger your intuition is the more you’ll understand (The High Priestess rising up from beneath the Eight of Swords). Use the spark of passion that you have in your soul (Ace of Wands) to search for ways to develop this slowly… a bit at a time (Death).
Take Away: This is a message about taking things slow and steady while continuing to develop my intuitive abilities. The interior cards here are all about my intuition, and allowing it to emerge and slowly bring clear sight to murky moments and the things I’m not yet ready to see. The outer cards are then about taking my time and allowing my curiosity to lead the way forward into this change and through it’s slow development.
DECK USED: THE GOTHIC TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What beautiful aspect of my life am I ready to embrace?
Reading Summary: Gideon is helping me in making better choices (The Lovers) that don’t involve retreating into myself (The Hermit Rx). As this help continues, I’m learning to lean into that response as my go-to reaction less and less (Eight of Wands).
Take Away: Each time situations arise that I would have previously retreated from the world and curled into myself, I more quickly jump to use the tools and methods that Gideon has been helping me with learning. Healthier methods that allow for me to connect with others instead of close myself off from the world. The beautiful aspect of my life that I am ready to embrace is two-fold in this reading. First, is Gideon’s help. Second is the healthier methods he has helped to teach me.