Despair and disappointment have been allowed to creep in and just because you’re trying to ignore that it’s there isn’t going to make it ease up or go away. The reason you’ve been feeling like crap lately is because your negative inner dialogue is whispering to you and although you aren’t exactly listening? You’re not doing your all to fight against it either.
Where are my boundaries weak?
Four of Wands atop Queen of Cups
Your boundaries are weakest with those that you share a roof with and an emotional connection to. You want to give them a chance to enjoy themselves, and because of that you’re not setting down boundaries as firm as you need to be.
How might I step up and reclaim sovereignty of myself?
Stop entertaining all your self doubts and uncertainties. That inner dialogue is fucking up your perspective and causing more doubts and uncertainties to come to the surface with each day that passes.
How might I step up and reclaim sovereignty of my space?
Three of Cups
Make things fun for everyone. Being together so much is a struggle and it makes all of us a little techty. It isn’t as if they are going anywhere right now, so in order to reclaim your space it’s important to take control of the energy in that space and turn it into something positive that reinforces the bonds between all three of you.
How might I step up and reclaim sovereignty of my experience?
Ten of Cups
Focus on what you have and just how good it is. Fill your life with positive emotions, positive hope, and a positive outlook on the present. In doing so you leave no room for that negativity that’s trying to drag you under. This is not always easy, focusing on that positive aspect. But it’s necessary.
How can I continue to create and maintain strong boundaries moving forward?
Knight of Cups
Know what it is you want and go after it. Good things come to those that reach for the stars, so decide what stars you want to pluck from the sky and do what is needed to make obtaining them possible.