Today’s meditation was just over ten minutes long and, as with yesterday, I chose to do my meditation without a guide. For today, I did a quiet breathing exercise and full body scan that started at the top of the head and traveled to the tips of the toes, then back up again.
This is one of my favorite meditations, as it allows for the systematic relaxation of muscles that sometimes I don’t even realize are holding tension. Unfortunately, it doesn’t seem to get rid of headaches, and I have had one since waking up for work this morning.
Today’s draw is the Nine of Wands, and I’ve really noticed that this particular deck seems to really love throwing wand cards at me. And.. I do mean throwing. This one hit me right in the face between the eyebrows.
The Nine of Wands is traditionally a representation of culminations, fulfillment, and consequences in the area of one’s ambitions, drive, and passions. This often communicates itself through themes involving resilience, persistence, and setting good boundaries.
What really stands out to me in this card today is the rose, and the fact that the wand it rests upon is in front of the other wands in this card instead of tangled within them or concealed behind them. It speaks to me of not just boundaries, but the fact that sometimes you need boundaries in order to achieve growth.
Boundaries can sometimes provide a safe place for growth and development to take place without that protection. The card is a reminder that when setting boundaries you need to do so with balance. If the boundaries are too tight, then there is no air to breathe and no light to nurture growth. If the boundaries are too loose, the rose can end up trampled.
DECK USED: SPACIOUS TAROT
#TarotForGrowthJanuary Challenge Prompt
Question: What does my spirit enjoy that it didn’t get enough of last year?
Reading Summary: Taking the reigns (Three of Wands) and allowing my inner strength to rise (Strength) within my relationship (Two of Cups) within a grounded and self possessed manner (Nine of Pentacles).
Take Away: This is about Dominance. I had my reasons for not going there over the past year. One of the strongest being the burn-out that was caused by the time between us when you were dealing with your grief and the imbalance we went through during that time. That said, there were a few times I felt the urge and pushed it away, mostly out of concern that I wasn’t ready yet to step back into those shoes.
DECK USED: ETHEREAL VISIONS TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJan2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What does your inner child crave that you’ve been ignoring?
Reading Summary: All of the cards here are depicting shades of cold, and the layout is bracketed in ice. It speaks of cold on so many levels, but with three of the four of the cards also depicting being on the inside and looking out, there is a very clear message to me of the need to get outside and enjoy nature.
Take Away: Get your ass outside already. Yes, it’s cold… but do it anyway.
DECK USED: JEREMY MIRANDA ORACLE CARDS
Question: What do I need in order to create a better evening routine?
Interpretation: Focus, organization, and intuition. Honestly? This isn’t a read off the cards and their traditional meanings, but rather off of intuition from the imagery before me. There is a lot of stress placed within these cards about new methods and finding a balance between the emotional, intellectual, and spiritual aspects in my life. If I want a better evening routine, the cards indicate that I am going to need to focus on finding that balance.