Today’s meditation was non-existent thus far, as I was late making it home from the farm, which meant that the housekeeper was here waiting for me when I got home. I will do a meditation tonight when I go to bed, which will probably result in me dozing off.
I don’t get the same benefits from bedtime meditation as I do when I do it in the morning, but I also recognize that I can’t always manage the mornings, and there are still benefits even if not as noticeable.
Today’s draw is the Wheel of Fortune card, and as one would suspect from this card, it represents good luck, but also the bad luck. It represents the ups and the downs of life, and like all Major Arcana cards, deals with an overall outlook rather than any one aspect of the human experience.
This is my birth card for the year, and it is one of two cards that have been spending a lot of time stalking me over the past two weeks. This one, I understand as there is a theme to the beginning of the year and the new year’s birth card. Clearly this year is going to be filled with ups and downs.
The lesson here? It is in the hands in the water. The Wheel of Fortune is here to remind me to appreciate the good times, because they don’t last forever… and to hold on and keep treading water in the bad times… because they are also temporary.
DECK USED: EFFLORESCENT TAROT (COLOR EDITION)
#TarotForGrowthJanuary Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I make the most of that energy (from yesterday’s read)?
Reading Summary: Instead of allowing the daunting task before me to intimidate me (Seven of Chalices), I need to concentrate on putting my energy into the planning and organizing side of things and taking things one step at a time (Knave of Wands).
Take Away: There’s a lot of elements involved in figuring out the best way to move forward. It’s not so much the path before me that’s changing as I restructure things with my business, but rather how I walk. With so many elements involved, it feels a bit overwhelming and intimidating, but as with most things of this nature, I know that if I just take thing one very small step at a time, the progress will begin to add up.
DECK USED: THE FEY TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJan2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What could you use more of in your life?
Reading Summary: Authority (King of Wands) and ownership (The Empress) over my fear of things falling apart (Five of Pentacles).
Take Away: All decisions to make a change have the potential to create anxiety for me, and the thing is that with the changes in my business that I’m making? I have a LOT of anxiety that I might screw things up and end up tanking my business as a result. These fears are a bit irrational, and I know that, but they bring about a need for a far more self possessed and grounded energy than I’ve been riding on of late.
DECK USED: ETHEREAL VISIONS TAROT
Question: Who would I like to be?
Reading Summary: Someone who is centered and self assured (Queen of Pentacles) in their abilities and able to have the stability of good fortune on my side (Ten of Pentacles) in life as I make difficult choices (Two of Swords) that normally create within me a sense of uncertainty.
Take Away: This read is about wanting to feel more stable and grounded during situations that would normally create a good deal of anxiety for me.