Today’s meditation was skipped because people are rude as fuck. ‘Nuff said.
Today’s draw is the Nine of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of worries, anxieties, insomnia, and nightmares. It indicates the issues that come from the mind’s nagging negative tendencies.
One of my biggest and most significant personal struggles in my life is the “not enough” theme of inner narrative. Directed only at myself and my own performance, this narrative tells me that anything I ever do could have been better if I’d just invested more into it. In that vein, nothing I do is ever enough, and thus I am never enough.
This is my own personal inner demon. Perhaps others can relate. When I see today’s card combined with the Thera-Pets card for today, I see a reminder that that inner narrative, that demon that haunts me, is a lie. Not everything has to be perfect. What matters is you’re trying and the effort and intent put in, not how “perfect” or “imperfect” the end result might be.
DECK USED: COSMIC CYCLES TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
Raven Willow Tarot’s Emotional Exploration Prompt
Question: How can I better cope with worry?
Reading Summary: Use logic to stand strong (King of Swords) and fight back against the invasion (Seven of Wands). Don’t allow it to become a self-fulfilling prophecy (Ten of Swords).
Take Away: Worry and anxiety are often illogical in nature. They creep in and whisper all these different things in our mind that could go wrong or could happen. But none of these things are based in reality, and none of them are set in stone. The future is fluid and even those able to predict the future can’t do so with 100% accuracy, as every little thing in life transforms and changes the trajectory of our path and that of other’s paths as well. That means the unexpected can and will happen… and that predicted future will adjust and change as a result.
The thing is, though? If you continue to constantly worry about something, it’s much like when you stare at something while driving. As you stare at that something, you unconsciously steer towards it. This is why so many learning drivers end up in ditches or bumping against cement barriers and curbs. They’re so focused on not hitting the thing… that they hit the thing. This too happens with worry and anxiety. We become so focused upon whatever we’re worried about that we bring it into existence through our focus.
Therefore the answer is that to better cope with worry, remind yourself of these things. Remind yourself of what that focus can do, and how illogical it is what you’re worrying about really is.
DECK USED: INK STAINED TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsMay2021 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question: What is happiness?
The Fool: For others, it is abandon and freedom that at times backfires, but always creates a sense of adventure to any situation.
Four of Swords atop Five of Swords: For still others it’s about peace and balance, and knowing when to stand your ground, and when it’s better to yield the field to others.
Take Away: The common denominator between all three of these themes is one of positive energy. Positive energy creates happiness, no matter which scenario it is applied to or what preferences individuals have towards what their own personal happiness entails. Happiness is positive energy.
DECK USED: COSMIC CYCLES TAROT
I took the time to use my ice pack today in conjunction with an ibuprofen to help ease the raging anger and inflammation in my back.