Today’s meditation was another untimed meditation, this time on the ground at the farm. I needed some time to do some rooting with the earth, and if I can’t do it out in the forest right now without a supervisor, I could at least get a brief amount of time on the farm alone in one of the fields behind the barn.
The thing is? Although I can visualize my connection to the earth and I can tap into the energy of that element at will (as described to the right in the image there), it can never compare to having an actual connection to bare earth. Of lying down and connecting mind, body, and soul to the earth beneath you. There is no comparison, and the mental connection, although a strong one, will always only be a shadow to the real thing. I need that connection, raw and unblemished, unfiltered and without barriers. Sometimes? Nothing else will do.
Today’s draw is the Strength card, which is traditionally a representation of inner strength, courage, and compassionate coercion.
Although when people think of the word “strength” they often think of muscle and brute force, this cards is about a different kind of strength. Instead it is about that inner core that keeps us going, the compassion that we feel for others, and the kindness we offer even as we use persuasion to turn people to our way of thinking or our will.
Combined with the Flower Fortune card for today, which states “A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step”, what I see here is a message about determination and perseverance.
There are always journeys in life that we are hesitant to start on from time to time. We hang back and hesitate, pause and procrastinate instead of taking the action needed to begin and get moving. Sometimes this is because we are afraid, sometimes we just feel overwhelmed. It’s through tapping into our inner strength that we can find the “mettle” needed to step into that journey and get started. We all have that inner strength, it’s just sometimes we have to more consciously connect with it than others.
DECK USED: TRINITY TAROT AND FLOWER FORTUNE CARDS
The Sacred Grounds Tarot Club Prompt
Question: How can I best nurture my personal growth?
Reading Summary: Lean in (Queen of Wands). Go after the growth you want with the understanding that it’s going to take a long time to get there (Seven of Coins atop Knight of Swords) and that you’re gonna have to leave some shit behind in order to find something new (Six of Swords).
Take Away: It’s all about knowing what works for me, and leaning into that using past experience as a guide. It’s about not giving up when things take longer than anticipated, and about making sure I’m making room in my life for the changes and growth that needs to happen. Each of these represents a stage in my growth that I move through, and the aspect in that stage where I struggle upon the path of my personal growth.
Not procrastinating. Acceptance of the “long game”. And “making room”.
DECK USED: ISIDORE TAROT SEA AND SAND SPRING EDITION
#DiscordTarotolicsMay2021 Challenge Prompt
Question: Do Spread #1
What positive quality do I have that others admire?
Keeper of Pentacles atop The Lovers, Scabiosa and Marigold
My ability to support, help, and guide people when they need it towards making the choices that are right for them. My personal experience doing the same, and my openness in sharing my own experiences, helps them in focusing on how the choices before them feel to them personally. This skill feels warm and nurturing, and helps them in sussing out the choices that are just right for their unique path.
What positive quality do I wish I had that I admire in others?
Seven of Wands and Sunflower
I would love to be able to project positivity even in the middle of conflict and adversity. I have seen people who stand strong in their moral compass and principals even while they smile warmly. It’s a unique skill that keeps things from truly turning ugly.
What step(s) can I take now to work toward developing that quality in myself?
Champion of Cups atop Six of Cups, Hydrangea
Tap into love and caring and actively connecting into the emotions of joy and youthful optimism could help immensely in this, but you have to remember as well not to expect every conflict to come to a head. Not everyone is out to fuck you over or hurt you, no matter what you were raised to believe and how cautious you were raised to be. Work at having a bit more faith in humanity.
What step(s) can I take to make the positive qualities I have shine brightly?
Ten of Wands and Lily
Allow those around you to help with your burdens. You spend too much time in the cycle of overwhelm and recovery. If you distribute the eight of your responsibilities more evenly and allow others to help more, this wouldn’t be the case and you would then have more time and energy for…. well, everything else in life.
DECK USED: TRINITY TAROT AND FLORET ORACLE
I gave Gideon a tour of my balcony garden today and it was really nice. I loved sharing all the plants and flowers with him.