I took a break from… well, pretty much everything for a couple of days. So I have nothing to say here other than I’m getting back on track now (Sunday September 27th). I -did- meditate yesterday… but honestly? I can’t remember a thing about it other than the fact that I did it.
Honestly? Talk about calling my ass out right? Because I’ve been a cranky ass sad sack motherf’k’r for the past few days. I know it’s the drop and I get that, but jesus I’m just a mess and it’s definitely showing.
The message in today’s card is about looking beyond the crap that’s dragging you down. It’s about gratitude and appreciation for that beautiful stack of four unbroken cups behind the one broken one that has snagged your attention.
An echo from my earlier bonus reading this morning… today’s message is about not allowing yourself to sink into negative emotions and thoughts. Feel them, and then move beyond them to appreciate what you have that is good and positive and makes you happy.
DECK USED: BOTAN TAROT
Reading Summary: Decisive action to make things better (Eight of Hearts), trust in the tools at your disposal (Magician), and release of the certainties that are not serving me (Tower).
Take Away: This is about the balance I seek between my emotional balance and my work balance for the busy season ahead. The cards here are telling me to let go of the feelings and certainty I have about that I have to choose one or the other. I have all of the tools at my disposal to allow myself to adapt and move forward into a better future.
The reading here is about trust. Trust that I’m on the right path. Trust in my intuition and its messages. It’s about not allowing my fears and uncertainties to cloud my intuition’s voice.
DECK USED: TAROT OF REINCARNATION
#DiscordTarotholicsSep2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What is something new I should try?
Take Away: There is a reason that this is “something new” to try. It’s because that negative depression and pessimistic voice in my head is familiar and… that familiarity is comfortable even if it is not good for me. Familiarity and comfort, in this instance, is the opposite of good for me and thus, the “something new” to try is both good for me and uncomfortable… but needs to be done.
That something new? Is taking control of my inner narrative rather than allowing myself to sink into it. The Knight of Pentacles says that in this being something unfamiliar, it might take a little time and practice to get it right… but it’s still good progress, no matter how uncomfortable or how long it takes.
DECK USED: ARCHEON TAROT
Question: How have those who I surround myself with by choice contributed to my personal journey and values?
Reading Summary: They have taught me to be more careful in what I say and how I say it (Three of Swords atop King of Swords Rx) when in the middle of speaking on those things I believe in (Seven of Staves), which creates a far more stable and strong foundation with which to approach from (King of Staves).
Take Away: One of the most valuable lessons I have learned from those that I choose to surround myself with is how to communicate better with others. Communication, for me, often feels like a field full of landmines that I need to cross to get to the other side. Each word a footstep with the potential to blow up in my face.
As I’ve gotten older, those around me have helped me in learning how to present and discuss things in ways that are less confrontational or aggressive, which helps a lot in my communication with others in all aspects of my life.
DECK USED: ART NOUVEAU TAROT c. 1989
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I stop taking criticism personally?
Reading Summary: Take control of your reactions through willpower (The Chariot). Don’t be so quick to jump to a pessimistic interpretation (Five of Cups) that ends up hurting my feelings (Three of Swords).
Take Away: This is about slowing down and making sure that I’m looking at things from a more impersonal “out of my own shoes” view. I need to remember that criticism also has an opportunity within it for improvement in most cases. So instead of allowing criticism to strike at my heart with words, I need to look instead at what benefits and positive messages I can take from the criticism being given.