Today’s meditation was just under eleven minutes long and was a guided meditation that worked through connecting the heart and your emotions to first flesh, then muscle, then bone, before then turning it outward to radiate from you.
It was a really interesting progression that I’ve never tried before, and I found it relaxing, which is surprising considering how damn bad my back is hurting today.
Today’s draw is the Eight of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of hard earned expertise and hard work in the areas of one’s finances, resources, health, home, and manifestations. This is a card about personal skills and strengths.
What stood out to me the strongest in the imagery on first seeing this card today is the new shoots on the ginger root, and the hammer in the man’s hand.
Zingiber officinale (aka Ginger) is a stimulant that gets the blood moving and, as a result, warms the body. Unlike with the Wild Ginger of yesterday, this herb has a full body effect instead of focusing directly upon the pelvic region. The metaphysical properties are also about warmth and spark, as the herb is often used to stimulate one’s talents and spark one’s motivation.
The message in today’s card is about allowing my spark to combine with my talents to manifest something new. It’s about developing one’s skills, and creating something new from that effort of development. This is about working on the wood burning, and about making time to not just develop my skills, but to enjoy the process of creation.
DECK USED: HERBAL TAROT
#TarotForGrowthJune Challenge Prompt
Question: Where have I grown that deserves more recognition from my conscious self?
Reading Summary: Both figures in the outside cards face towards the center, giving me a sense of self-awareness, where in the center card the girl’s eyes are closed and it appears she has turned inward to find calm among the chaos of dark tangles around here which indicates having found an inner calm and centering. This centering is not disrupted by outside influences (the movement and action going on in the two outer cards), nor by my own inner critic (indicated by the whip in the hand of the rider on the left card, and the lack of organization in the blocks and toys in the background of the card on the right).
Take Away: The growth that I’ve experienced that I need to give myself more credit for is that I’ve become better at centering myself and staying mindful in times of chaos and distraction. I’m more aware of, and thus more able to tune out, the negative influences around me. This isn’t to say I don’t have a long way to go… only that I’ve also come a long way already.
DECK USED: NICOLETTA CECCOLI TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJun2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I go about lightening up in these areas? (Built off yesterday’s cards.)
Reading Summary: I need to find more time for others (Three of Cups) and more joy in including them in my path (Two of Cups). Allow them to take care of me sometimes, and allow myself to be nurtured not just by others, but by myself as well (The Empress).
Take Away: What I take myself too seriously on is my focus on stability. The cards here indicate that I need to try to frame stability in a different way, and realize that there’s more to stability than hard work and finances.
Stability is also about my connection with others, and their connection with me. The love they provide is a comfort and can take the place of some of that obsession I feel towards my current view of stability and need to push myself so hard to obtain it.
DECK USED: PHANTASMAGORIC THEATER TAROT
#TheJuneTarot Challenge by Lionhart
Question: What can I embrace in support of my strengths?
Reading Summary: Remember that starting over is okay (Ten of Swords) and it makes you stronger than you were the first time around (King of Swords). You need a little temptation , and the joy that comes from that temptation (The Devil), in order to obtain emotional fulfillment (Ten of Cups).
Take Away: Okay… so this one is a big one to unpack. The thing is that how I view stability and security at the moment needs to be reevaluated. This is indicated above in the Tarotholics reading, but it’s reinforced here in the mention of starting over through reassessment in order to become stronger… as well as the presence of the Ten of Cups, which indicates I need to try and ease my focus from the Ten of Pentacles as my goal to more of a Ten of Cups goal instead.
Both are fulfillment and both represent stability, but the Cups provides an emotional element that includes connecting to others and allowing their support, which is something I’m currently lacking in my Ten of Pentacles view of stability and security. The Devil card in this reading is a reminder not to be ashamed of the things that bring you joy. It’s okay to have those enjoyments and take pleasure in them as long as they are not becoming a detriment to your goals.
DECK USED: GOLDEN GIRLS TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I cut through the noise and get to what’s important?
Reading Summary: Take the first step beyond planning (Three of Wands). Choose a direction and step off the teeter totter (Two of Pentacles Rx). Follow what is stirring your interest at this time and claim these interests as yours (Queen of Wands).
Take Away: Stop waffling. Stop screwing around and sitting on my ass thinking about what I need to do to make the changes I want to make. Take the first step and lose yourself in the process of passionate creation. Wallow in the joy that comes from manifestation through creative expression. In other words? Stop focusing so damned much on work and allow yourself to ease up on that tight-ass grip of yours and have some damned fun already.
DECK USED: EVERYDAY WITCH TAROT