Today’s meditation was curtailed by the fact that I was too distracted by how much that I needed to get going. I was behind on orders even before I ever woke up, so it was a bit of a problem even sitting still long enough to get some of my stretches in, let alone a meditation. I will try to fit it in when I go to bed this evening.
I really like the last line of the guidebook’s interpretation of this card, which is “It’s time to regenerate the self and to follow the heart’s path.” What stood out to me (not surprisingly) in the imagery of the card, though, is the plant itself. Angelica archangelica is used spiritually to attract good energy and good fortune into one’s life, as well as to purify one’s energies so that one’s true heart path becomes clear to them.
The message in today’s card is one of enjoyment. It is a reminder to incorporate joy into my work and seek out the pleasure that creativity and creation bring. Today is one of my busy days, where prepping orders is the theme of the whole day. The message here is to bring joy into the process so that the day includes more pleasure and less obligation.
DECK USED: HERBAL TAROT
#TarotForGrowthJune Challenge Prompt
Question: What is my relationship with sexuality?
Reading Summary: A cycle of greed (Six of Swords), overload (Ten of Wands), and then crash and burn (The Tower). The interpretation of the first card is not off traditional meanings, but specifically off the imagery, which looks like thieves running away through the night.
Take Away: What is described here is a cycle that we go through together on a pretty normal basis. The issue here lies in the Tower card. It lies in the fact that when I have gorged myself to the full extent and am bloated and heavy with the goodness of our mutual pleasure, that then when my libido slips back into its normal lesser amount… I feel like I’m fucking up and the world is coming to an end.
It’s stupid, I know. But ever since the RPLND, I can’t sustain that heightened libido and… it bugs me. It feels like a failing. Logically, I know that it’s not. But, as we both know…. emotions are rarely logical.
DECK USED: EVERYDAY WITCH TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJun2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: Write something free form inspired by the cards.
The Sun – Maggie loved her life. Every day was a dream filled with sunshine and roses. She spend her time helping others and uplifting the spirits of everyone she knew. Never had she ever understood those that went through “clinical depression” and she always wondered why they couldn’t just “brighten up” and feel better. All you had to do was turn your thoughts to positive things, after all.
The Tower – Then one day her husband was in an accident, and while he was in the hospital, she discovered that he was having an affair with a neighbor. Her marriage and her life felt as if it was falling down around her, and for the first time in her life she was unable to find the light at the end of the tunnel. No amount of positive thinking could make things better, and the discovery changed her life in ways that made seeing the positive impossible.
The Hanged Man – After a time, she took the advice of a friend and called a therapist and began going to regular appointments with a psychologist. Through therapy, Maggie was able to see her split with her husband in a better light, and view the transition to a new life on her own as an opportunity instead of a disaster. This new perspective, over time, allowed her to begin bringing positivity back into her life and her world view.
DECK USED: GOLDEN GIRLS TAROT
#TheJuneTarot Challenge by Lionhart
Question: Why is honoring my own needs so important?
Reading Summary: Depending on others (left card) can lead to either feelings of neglect (middle card) or micro management (right card).
Take Away: If you don’t take care of you, who will? More importantly… who will take care of you in the ways that you need? Lots of people are happy to take care of this or that, but no one can take care of every need that another has, which leads to either a feeling of neglect or a feeling of being micromanaged. Either way, it just doesn’t work.
This is why it’s important to take care of yourself. No one else can do it as well as you can. Sometimes that means you can ask for help, though. Just don’t expect that anyone is going to take it all on and do it as well as you can do it for yourself. Nor will others honor your needs if you don’t honor them first.
DECK USED: NICOLETTA CECCOLI TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What takes me out of my comfort zone?
Reading Summary: I’m a big fan of stability (Four of Pentacles) and bounding forward at full charge to take risks (Knight of Swords), or to delve into the world of constantly flowing and shifting emotions (King of Cups), are definitely things that take me out of my comfort zone.
Take Away: I’m not sure what more to say here. I struggle with taking risks, and I struggle with that constantly shifting movement that is inherent in emotions. I love being on solid footing and having a sense of stability and security. Both taking risks and emotional shifts do not foster those qualities. And yet, there are times when it’s necessary to delve into both, yeah? It’s just a matter of choosing when and where.
DECK USED: TRIPPIN’ WAITE TAROT