Don’t Look Back

Today’s meditation was… non-existent again. It has just been a very messed up day as a whole. I do plan to meditate, but it won’t be until I lie down for bed later tonight.

The World - Spacious TarotToday’s draw is The World card, which is the last card in the Major Arcana before one either slips into the Minor Arcana or returns to The Fool for another cycle. The traditional meanings of this card include completion, accomplishment, and closure on a “grand scheme” level rather than dealing with any one aspect of the human experience.

The appearance of The World card in today’s draw it’s a reassurance that things do come to an end. I’m still feeling the effects of that fear and uncertainty. Sometimes recognition and acknowledgement isn’t enough and it takes some time to find your footing again. That’s okay. As long as I keep looking forward, I’ll get there.

I’m also thinking that the appearance of the world card may be a reference to something changing in my relationship with my mother during this trip. That is not part of the “positive message of the day” though, and more of an intuitive hit off the card.

DECK USED:  SPACIOUS TAROT

#TarotForGrowthJanuary Challenge Prompt
Question
: What challenge have I already overcome this year?

Jeremy Miranda Oracle Deck

Interpretation: I managed to circumvent falling into that deep dark hole of depression. It was a close call, but we were able to pull me out of the descent with that talk last Saturday, and I see here that that lifeline has helped in turning my trajectory away from that dark hole I was slipping toward.

DECK USED:  JEREMY MIRANDA ORACLE CARDS

#DiscordTarotholicsJan2020 Challenge Prompt
Question
: Last week I accidentally did Spread #5 instead of the fourth, so this week I am doing Spread #4 so that I get a chance to do both.

What are my deepest desires concerning…

Maregician Tarot

My HomeThe Magician and Nine of Hearts – Independence and self-reliance.

My JobQueen of Clubs and Judgement – Confidence that what I what I do makes a difference.

My FriendsThe Emperor – To be strong for them.

My FamilyEight of Clubs – Alacrity within change.

MyselfPage of Spades and The Fool – Lighten up and find the fun.

DECK USED:  THE MAREGICIAN TAROT

#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge Prompt
Question
: How will I ensure I find time for self-care?

Fey Tarot

Reading Summary:  Remember that I need balance (Temperance) and don’t be so focused upon my ambitions (Knave of Swords) while I’m in the middle of finding my footing in this new emotional landscape (Knave of Chalices).

Take Away:  Meditation really stands out to me in the response from these cards. Specifically that I need to look at meditation as a path to temperance.

The message here in relation to the question, though, is that I need to stay mindful that I don’t get so wrapped up in what I think is important that I lose sight of my own needs.

DECK USED:  FEY TAROT

2 thoughts on “Don’t Look Back

  1. Interestingly enough I pulled some cards for you today and the world card was one of them. It was ace of flamingos(swords) reversed cuz this deck is very insistent on reversals. Followed by seven of peppercorn(pents). The world and king of cups reversedi got that there was going to be some issues but at the same time a new way would be found. Accomplishment. Everything is going to turn out okay for you though you’re emotions are gonna be a bit turned upside down and well..
    Pissed

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  2. Now that I’m not so drowsy and straining to see without my glasses, I’m gonna give my response another go and ask my question…

    What happened that made today so messed up, love(You can, of course, answer me in text but I don’t want to wake you right now to ask)

    And baby, of course you’re still being effected by that fear. It’s only been a few days since we “lanced the wound” and you haven’t had time to really work through it yet. Yes, the pressure it relieved but we still need to give it some care and time to heal. It’s not something I feel I need to hound you about constantly(like I did in ripping off the scab and finding the source) but it is something we might need to revisit for awhile just to see how you’re doing with it to make sure you’re actually letting that fear go and regaining that confidence and not just burying it again.

    I’m really glad we were able to circumvent the depression. I felt it coming, yeah? I’m just so glad I got to it in time and it didn’t pull you under. I feel like we need to stay on top of it though, both the reason you were slipping as well as the “depression watch” just to make sure that we -can- stay ahead of it and keep you happy and healthy.

    *Grumbling cause he didn’t make the deepest desires list* I love you

    My Job – Queen of Clubs and Judgement – Confidence that what I what I do makes a difference. This is beautiful, my love.

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