Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and, as with yesterday, I again incorporated it into my yoga/physiotherapy.
I’m sort of wondering if the reason I don’t get as much out of the meditation practice done during my physio is because I am focused upon my body instead of upon a positive message. The guided meditations, on the other hand, provide a focus for the meditation that is always positive in some way.
Conformity is not really my thing. In this card, there is a clear message of conformity on the right, and a clear indication of non-conformity on the left. What I see here in this depiction is that non-conformity “breaks the mold”.
I don’t think that’s a bad thing, though. Yes, it shakes things up and can cause a few “Tower Moments” along the way, but in the end, it’s the non-conformists in the world that create diversity and add flavor to life. It’s okay to be different.
DECK USED: SPACIOUS TAROT
#TarotForGrowthJanuary Challenge Prompt
Question: What expectations about 2020 am I clinging to?
Reading Summary: That I’m going to go after this new depths of emotions (Knight of Oceans) and find a clear path forward (Three of Fire) that will allow for growth and integration (Two of Skies).
Take Away: That new depth of emotion from the fall is very intimidating to me, and I’ve had a hard time getting over my fear to make it through to exploring and working with them since the new year. I’ve been stewing in that worry and the expectation that it should be easy for me. It’s not a rational expectation, but there you have it.
DECK USED: THE LOST FOREST TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsJan2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can you bring more of what you want into your world?
Reading Summary: Rest and recuperation (Four of Spades), balance (Justice) in my judgements on myself and my values and performance (Judgement). Without it three are consequences (Three of Spades).
Take Away: I need to remember to take care of myself and not judge myself so harshly. Balance is an important factor in self care, and in life as a whole. In order to manifest more good things, though, self care is just as important as hard work and productivity. Without that balance, shit starts to fall apart.
DECK USED: MAREGICIAN TAROT
Question: What do I need in order to make my week successful?
Reading Summary: Uncertainty (The Moon) comes with being distracted in the past (Six of Cups). Better to focus on what lies ahead (Wheel of Fortune) and spend time creating balance between myself and others (Six of Pentacles).
Take Away: I’ve been having a lot of dreams of the past lately. Specifically concerning the incidents that happened on both my bathroom, then later my kitchen floors. Those memories bring with them a lot of vulnerability, and that vulnerability can breed a degree of uncertainty. The cards are indicating if I want to have a more successful week, be sure to set those dreams and memories aside as best that I can, and focus instead on the present and future, and on connecting with others in my life so that we can lean on each other and support each other along the way.
DECK USED: WHEEL OF FORTUNE TAROT BY IVY FENG