Today’s meditation was just over twelve minutes long, and was the sixth installment of the Foundations III series on the Balance app. This meditation dealt with the labeling of thoughts and sensations, and introduced special awareness through sound and (towards the end) sight.
Today’s draw is the Knight of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of an active beta energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s finances, resources, manifestations, home, health, and the physical world. This often translates into an active pursuit of these particular themes, alibi… usually a slow moving pursuit, as the Pentacles suit as a whole has a tendency to take its time.
Today is an orders day, and I am…. so not interested. I say that a lot recently, don’t I? But it’s true. I’m not experiencing the joy I once did in my work and that in turn means that I’m not getting the same amount of enthusiasm. I keep trying to get back in touch with that enthusiasm, but… It’s not happening. At least not quickly.
These cards are a reminder to keep trying. Keep going. Things might be going slow and they may not feel like they’re moving fast enough, but they -are- moving. Just keep going… it’ll be fine. This message is about keeping the faith, and keeping your eye on the prize, no matter how discouraged you might feel in the moment.
DECK USED: PAZZOL DECK AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
Mr Lionharts’ #TheOctoberTarot #SeasonoftheWitchChallenge Prompt
Questions for October 21st and 22nd
Focus on improving your communication with those around you. It’s not always easy to get yourself across the way you want. Remember this struggle is something we all deal with, and you can foster better communication by making sure that you are being open about your struggles instead of trying to pretend you’re not struggling and everything’s fine… which comes off a bit heartless when you are fumbling the message.
I embrace all that makes me, and all that I do, what path am I crafting for ’22?
Creativity and Four of Pentacles
As I move towards 2022, you are building a path that includes a deeper sense of rooted security, comfort, and dependency upon your creative spark, and a greater appreciation for what that spark does for you.
DECK USED: SEASONS OF THE WITCH SAMHAIN ORACLE AND RITUAL ABUSE TAROT
You – Dismemberment and Ten of Wands – Feeling discombobulated and overwhelmed. The thing is? This isn’t lighting a fire under my ass the way that it would normally. Instead I seem to be feeling a bit like I’m spinning my wheels and not going anywhere.
Your Current Path – The Crematorium and Five of Cups – Nothing is going to be good enough this holiday season, and you are going to be burning the candle at both ends. This is not unusual for the six weeks or so of the holiday rush, and is a path you have tread upon again and again.
Potential Outcome – The Madwoman and The Lovers – The outcome of this path is a time of forced recuperation as your body and mind revolt from the abuse, and it begins to feel like the world is falling apart around you when really it is you falling apart. As you arrive at the end of the holiday rush, you are at the end of your rope and exhausted, struggling with sleep deprivation, and in need of some healthy choices to help bring yourself onto a track of recovery.
DECK USED: PATRICK VALENZA’S ABANDONED ORACLE AND THE PAZZOL DECK
I’m playing catch up on posts at the moment and I have no idea what self kindnesses I might have done on this day. I know that I had my smoothie, though, and that I added a large pinch of spring mix added in.