Organizing the Chaos

Today’s meditation was… yes, you guessed it, skipped again.

Tarot de Marseille par Pole Ka and Thera-Pets Emotional Support Animal CardsToday’s draw is the King of Coins, which is traditionally a representation of a projective alpha energy, personality, or person in the areas of one’s finances, resources, health, home, manifestations, and the physical world. This often translates into themes that have to do with financial acumen, father figures, as well as authority figures and leadership in the above mentioned areas.

L and I were in an accident today. A car rammed our shopping cart as we were coming out of Costco. I wasn’t able to yank L out of the way in time, and she was badly hurt.

The cards here from this morning are all about that accident. All about the fact that in the aftermath, there was a need for knowledge of the physical body and how it works, of first aid and wound care, and of someone solid and stable to take charge and get things under control, organized, and on the right track.

These cards were a reminder that I am that someone, and have the unique skills needed and the inherit calm throughout crisis and chaos necessary to reign things in and make sure everything is dealt with and cared for in a quick, calm, and efficient manner.

Side Note:  Other than a couple of scrapes and bruises, and a dislocation, I am uninjured… but I have to replace my phone.


Mr Lionharts’ #TheOctoberTarot #SeasonoftheWitchChallenge Prompt
: Witch’s brew, ritual or spell, what can I craft (draw a card), where can it help (draw a card)?

Flux Arcana TarotCard Layout: Witch’s brew (King of Wands), ritual (King of Pentacles) or Spell (Two of Cups atop Three of Pentacles), what can I craft (King of Swords), where can it help (Ten of Wands)?

Reading Summary: If I take control in the area of my business (King of Wands and King of Pentacles), and in getting others to assist me when I need them to (Two of Cups atop Three of Pentacles), I can avoid burnout (Ten of Wands).

Take Away: The reading here is a reminder that I can’t do everything on my own and I need to make sure I’m asking for help in order to make sure I don’t burn out too quickly. It is not a sign of weakness to delegate responsibilities effectively, but a unique strength bred through authority, experience, and expertise.


#DiscordTarotholicsOct2021 Challenge Prompt
Questions for October 11th and 12th

Tarot de Marseille par Pole KaListenKing of Cups – Those guiding you on your growth in the area of your emotions and emotional intelligence need you to listen closer. Like the cards, you often make them repeat themselves many, many times before you are able to actually hear what they are saying. This “beating a brick wall” approach can be tiring. Open up and listen more closely so that they do not have to work so hard.

ProcessThree of Cups – Others want to spend time with you, and enjoy your company.  This is something you have a hard time seeing and need to make an effort to process as truth.

ReleaseThe Sun – Release your resistance to enjoying life more. It’s okay to have fun.

What negativity in my ancestral history is it time to let go of in the present?
King of Wands, Two of Swords, The Fool

Responsibility doesn’t have to be without enjoyment and enthusiasm, nor does it need to eviscerate the fun out of life. There is no rule that you can be responsible and adventurous, and no reason you have to abandon your adventurous spirit while you go after the goals you  have set out for yourself.

These tendencies towards seriousness and gravity being the only route to responsibility were taught to you by your father, which were taught to him by his, but it’s not the only way forward.


Daily Self Kindness

Demerol. ❤️ ‘Nuff said.

Lenormand Reading – Ancestral Spread

Monster Lenormand - Ancestral Spread

What’s my current alignment with my ancestors / ancestral lineage?

Child and Fish – Curiosity, and exploration by allowing that curiosity combined with ancestral guidance to direct my path.

When do I tend to not follow my ancestral guidance?

Letter and Clover – When I’ve received news and messages that indicate there is nothing that can go wrong. The thing is, my pessimistic side doesn’t really allow for that kind of “only positive can happen” messaging to actually penetrate and “stick” with me.

What can I do to mend this action (or lack of action)?

Seeker and Tower – “Pay attention to us.”  When you ask us a question, accept the answers they give you instead of discounting them to search for trouble on the horizon when there is none. This behavior can create a self fulfilling prophesy.

What generational curse needs to be broken?

Stars and Coffin – Lack and/or loss of hope. By allowing yourself to believe, and giving yourself the challenge of looking at things in a more positive and optimistic manner, you are facilitating the change that needs to happen in this area.

What steps can I take to begin the process of breaking away from it?

Stork and Masculine – Breed better and start fresh with a new path. This is an echo of what is messaged above. I am creating something new, bringing in something new to the cycles of the past.  In order to do this takes a level of strength and steadfastness, for old habits will want to come in and keep things going in the same cycle as before.

There is also… an indication in these cards of the fact that L and I are residing at the very end of a branch on our family tree. Neither of us are capable of procreating which means at the end of our lives, this branch will peter out for good.

What steps can I take to heal from it?

Partner and Birds – Talk to Gideon.