Today’s meditation was skipped because the girls would just NOT leave me the fuck ALONE today. I don’t know what it is but there are just some days where they can’t seem to leave me be for even a few minutes. I’m not in the room with them which means I’m missing and alone and they just can’t help but come find me and bug me. With Luna, this is accepted and she will find somewhere quiet to sit and wait. The girls? Not so much.
I really like this representation of the Page of Coins (Pentacles) as what I see here is someone that is down on their luck but proactively working towards bettering their situation. This is not an aspect of the Page of Coins that you often see depicted in deck imagery.
When combined with the words on the Thera-Pets card, the message here has to do with resilency and in picking yourself up after you are knocked down.
Lately I’ve been dealing with a pretty deep depressive episode, and it’s been a real struggle. I found the bottom of that deep, dark pit and I landed there and lingered for about two days. Then, I have begun to climb once more. The meaning in these cards is that I’ve survived this before, I know the way forward, and I will climb back out again. I will heal and recover and move forward. The climb might be hard, and take time, but I’m strong enough and capable enough to make the journey and come back out on top once more.
DECK USED: ROMANTIC TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
LionHart’s Mercury Retrograde Tarot Challenge Prompt
Question: What should I give closure to before February 27th (Full Moon)?
Reading Summary: The ups and downs in your life (Wheel of Fortune) are not something to feel victimized by (Justice Rx) so don’t give up the good fight (Seven of Wands Rx).
Take Away: Again we see reference here to the struggle I am going through with my depression, but this also goes beyond that to my worries about my business and the Canadian side of things. It’s important to remember that the situations that we find ourselves in at this moment when the world is turned upside down are not situations against us personally. They are situations we must deal with and survive, adapt to and work around… but they are not directed at us.
The cards here are a reminder that this is not a time to play victim, but rather a time to stand up and keep fighting for what you believe in, what you want, and what is right for (and important to) you.
DECK USED: FIFTH SPIRIT TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsFeb2021 Challenge Prompt
Question: Where in my life do I need to set healthier boundaries?
Reading Summary: Know where your bread is buttered (Ten of Cups) and where it’s not (Eight of Cups). Take that knowledge forward with you to discover (Page of Swords) what really makes life worth living (imagery in the Eight of Coins).
Okay so, I just have to say… the imagery in the Eight of Cups in this deck reminds me of that line in the Semisonic song “Closing Time” that says “you don’t have to go home, but you can’t stay here”.
Take Away: This is about choosing wisely where you invest your energy and time. Instead of pushing to do everything, set better boundaries for yourself that create the opportunity for you to be more discerning. Invest that time, energy, and talent that you have in those things that bring you comfort and joy.
DECK USED: ROMANTIC TAROT
Today is the first day of my week off of work. Not that I’m not still working at the farm, mind you, but I’m not working for the home business for the next handful of days. I tried to take time off in January, but I think that I was still “coming down” off all the adrenaline, endorphins, and dopamine of the whole holiday rush thing and the vacation time just didn’t do as much for me as it otherwise could have. Not that I didn’t need it then, but… yeah. So all of the shops are on a shipping delay for the week and I’m taking time off. I also soaked in the bathtub today.