Today’s meditation was disrupted by the fact that I had to run Z to the hospital. I did do a good deal of 2 minute pauses and deep breathing while at the hospital in order to keep myself calm and clear headed. But I didn’t really get an actual, official meditation as the emergency happened just after I had lain down to try and get the meditation practice in.
Z is fine, and back with us, btw. She just had to stay overnight to make sure that her allergy reaction didn’t return as the medication used to suppress it wore off.
Aside from the Five of Flame, this is one of my absolutely favorite cards in the Stolen Child deck. The imagery in this card speaks to me of the aspects of nature and energy that I revere in my practice. That is, that it speaks to me of the energies of creation, evolution, and balance. It speaks to me of cycles and balance.
The appearance of this card today and the message it brings has very little to do with traditional meanings, and everything to do with my perception of those energies represented within the imagery. This card is a reminder that my morning devotional where I call upon those energies and the energies of the elements is an important part of my day and finding balance in my life… and calling me out on skipping it.
DECK USED: STOLEN CHILD TAROT
#TarotForGrowthApril Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I honor that lesson? (built off yesterday’s cards)
Reading Summary: Accept that I’m doing a good job (Ten of Pentacles) and that this lesson is one that is needed (The Tower) in order to become stronger and more assertive in life and a better provider (King of Wands).
Take Away: I have definitely felt a shift happening as I’ve lead my family (sister, childhood mentor, mother and her nurse) through the crisis that this pandemic has created. I feel less and less like a kid fumbling in the dark and working at “playing house”, and more and more the responsible and dependable rock that they need.
DECK USED: MIBRAMIG MAGICAL TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsApr2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: What gifts does the new season bring with it?
Reading Summary: The opportunity for a little more independence (Nine of Pentacles) that I should grab hold of and use to nurture myself and care for my needs (The Empress) rather than ignoring or rejecting for not being enough (Four of Cups).
Take Away: Alone time is a really scarce commodity these days and that’s something that I’ve really struggled with. The cards here indicate that I’m going to have an opportunity for a bit more autonomy with this new season, and instead of squandering that opportunity because it doesn’t feel like I’m getting enough… I need to cherish that opportunity and use it to help take care of myself and my needs. This feels like an encouragement to jump at opportunities to get outside and enjoy time in nature, no matter how small, short, or limited those opportunities may be.
DECK USED: CONSIDERATE CAT TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What energy am I attracting in my life?
Reading Summary: Seeing the world (The World) from a new perspective (Hanged Man) that will allow for a closer connection with others (Two of Cups) through self expression and exploring new ways of communication (Page of Swords).
Take Away: That openness to new perspectives is something that I always welcome, but the blend of that with a connection to others is something that is very new. I usually have a really difficult time connecting to people and the message here is that at this time it is important to seek out and be open to finding new ways of communicating with others that help foster those connections that I’m usually not very strong at developing.
DECK USED: FORAGER’S DAUGHTER TAROT