Today’s meditation has once again been delayed to the end of the day. That said? At least I’m still fitting in meditation at all, considering how hard its been to find the time and make the opportunity to get it done.
Today’s draw is the Page of Cups, which is most commonly read as an omega energy, personality, or person in the areas of emotion, relationships, and intuition. This often translates into themes concerning potential, possibility, and themes of curiosity concerning the above mentioned subjects as well as learning from one’s intuition.
What I see in today’s card’s imagery, though, is a bit different than the traditional meanings. In my initial perception of this card today, the bird perched above and singing was equally balanced with the wasp below working away on its nest. The message here being that work supports fun. Work supports play. In order to play, you have to put in the work that gives you the time and opportunity to play.
DECK USED: HUSH TAROT
#TarotForGrowthMarch Challenge Prompt
Question: What can I do now to clear that up and remove that blockage? (Built off yesterday’s cards.)
Reading Summary: I need to change how I approach this issue (Death) and look at things from a long term view rather than focusing down on the immediate chaos (Seven of Pentacles). By staying grounded and composed and taking time to reflect on not just the issue but my own capabilities and what is under my personal control (Queen of Pentacles), I will be able to find a better path.
Take Away: It is definitely possible that I have read far too much in to “the letter” than it was meant to convey. Whether that is their lack of communication skills or my own lack of understanding is irrelevant, as I internalized that miscommunication and now need to go back and do a thorough re-evaluation prior to being able to move forward.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE SILICONE DAWN
#DiscordTarotholicsMar2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I improve upon where I am physically over the week ahead?
Reading Summary: I need to look at the big picture (Seven of Pentacles) and engage my enthusiasm (Ace of Cups) in order to overcome the obstacles of my reluctance and awaken the motivation and discipline to move forward in my efforts (The Chariot).
Take Away: Okay so I’m very much procrastinating on the whole physical improvement part of self care, if I’m honest with myself. I keep putting it off “til next week” again and again, because the motivation to get to the gym and put in the work just isn’t there.
Along with the advice the cards provided yesterday concerning including J in the process, today’s cards indicate that if I want to get past this procrastination habit, I need to look beyond the immediate benefits of the gym and weight gain. Instead, I need to be focusing upon the long term benefits, and opening my heart to wanting them enough to step over that threshold and get going on getting there.
DECK USED: A DARISA TAROT – THE LOMISHT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I use my intuition to guide my life?
Reading Summary: Consider focusing my intuition on more practical matters (King of Pentacles) and achieving my long-term goals (Seven of Pentacles) by allow my intuition to provide direction for ambition (Knight of Swords).
Take Away: When using tarot for myself, a lot of my focus is on self care and self improvement. The message here is an encouragement to expand that focus to include more earthly pursuits such as topics concerning the running of my business and strategizing to obtain my goals.
Side Note: Every single reading I’ve done today across multiple decks has had the Seven of Pentacles in it. This recurring card is an indication that I need to stop focusing on the now, and take a long-term view. This is not just about one area, but has to do with the mentality that I was stuck in within that fog this winter, and with breaking free of it by looking further than my immediate situation. None of my goals in life are immediate, so the advice here is to start looking further down the road at where I want to be and how to get there.