Today’s meditation was just under twelve minutes long and focused upon boredom. Honestly, though? I don’t think I paid enough attention to the message in the meditation to get much out of it. It was just so nice to sink into the meditation itself that I may have… forgotten to listen to what the person guiding the meditation was actually saying.
What really stands out to me in the imagery of today’s card is the posture of the woman in the card, her head tilted up.. the world under one arm, land squid under her other hand. The message that I see in this imagery today is that it’s OK to be uncertain sometimes. Uncertainty is a part of life… Especially with someone like me who does a lot of things on their own and plows ahead with an entrepreneurial spark.
Because I have so many things on the go or that I’m doing on my own, and because a lot of what I’m doing is very different than that of other’s paths, of course my footing is going to be uncertain sometimes and I’m going to feel like I’m walking through shadows instead of in the light.
It’s similar to when hiking, you can take the well beaten path and have sure footing… or you can take your own way into the woods and deal with the possibility of getting lost or being tripped up by uneven ground. I prefer to tread the latter.
DECK USED: CIRCLE OF LIFE TAROT
#TarotForGrowthMarch Challenge Prompt
Question: How is the waning lunar energy manifesting in my life?
Reading Summary: I am at a turning point (Ace of Cups) where I need to do some introspection (Four of Swords) on how to move forward and what to leave behind. I can choose to either move towards my goals and dreams (Ten of Disks), or allow myself to be overwhelmed by anxieties and worries (Nine of Swords).
Take Away: The cards indicate that the choice is mine, and that I need to do a bit of soul searching in order to make sure I take the path that allows me to move forward. As lunar energy wanes, this is the time to sink into that introspection for a bit and examine where I am currently, where I want to go, and how I want to go about getting there.
DECK USED: ARCANA IRIS SACRA TAROT
#DiscordTarotholicsMar2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: Draw or write something free-form inspired by the cards?
There was once an ethereal goddess that lived in a forest with her loyal companion (The High Priestess). Her sister, the Goddess of Night, had come to visit but was quite the loner and often went out alone (The Hermit).
One day a poacher came into the woods. He used a disguise to try and conceal himself from the attention of the entities that protected the forest (Wheel of Fortune) and began catching and killing the creatures that the goddess held so dear. Unfortunately for him, the beautiful goddess of the forest had many allies that kept watch over the forests (Strength) and she was alerted immediately to the poacher’s presence.
The goddess was upset by the news of the intruder’s actions (Judgement). How dare he come and hunt upon her lands. The theft of each friend he caught or killed was a wound upon her heart. She tried to be patient… she tried to be kind (Temperance), and yet the longer she waited, the more she bled.
The Goddess of Night, seeing her sister’s decline and loving her so much, decided that she would deal with this issue herself. She approached the poacher and began to seduce him with her mystery and wiles.
Each day she came to him and charmed him further, pulling him deeper and deeper into her web (The Hanged One) until he believed her to be all that is right in the world (The Empress).
As he fell deeper and deeper under her spell (Justice), he could no longer tell what was reality and what wasn’t (The Moon). With each day that passed she lead him deeper into the forest until he became forever lost within the depths of the darkness among the trees (The Devil).
DECK USED: SEA AND SKY TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: When do I underestimate my intuitive abilities?
Reading Summary: When my anxiety is out of control (Nine of Swords) and I’m trying to block everything out (Death atop The Sun) by hiding in my work (Eight of Pentacles).
Take Away: Okay, so that is a common habit of mine. Blocking out unpleasant things like discomfort and anxiety through sinking into my work. Unfortunately, when I do that? I block out the good as well. And I don’t feel that, during those times, my intuition is as effective as it is when I’m in a more balanced place. The cards indicate that this may not be the case.