1. What I should Silence of my Past?
Cross – The pain and emotional burdens of what has been placed upon me by others. I bear many negative emotions and an intense amount of negative inner narrative that was birthed out of my past. It’s time to begin more actively working on silencing those inner narratives and emotions spawned within my formative years.
2. What I should Silence of my Environment?
Lily – Again we are lead to themes of family legacy and those that can influence us from our past. In my current environment the only person that currently fits this particular card is my mother and my aunt. Both are quite toxic and the advice of the lily in this position is that I need to take what they say (to me and about me) with calm wisdom and a grain of salt.
3. What Fear I should Silence?
Broom – Being beaten down and “swept under the rug”. The Broom is also the Whip and speaks of self flagellation and punishment (among other things). The fear here is about my inner voice that speaks of me being nothing ending up being true and a self fulfilling prophecy where it goes from a whisper in my mind to something others actually think and feel. It is an irrational fear.
4. What Fear I should Listen To?
Letter – Bad news is coming. My intuition has been screaming at me all week. In fact, I’ve even changed some of my normal schedule to adjust to avoid a few things that I was then hoping might ease those feeling. It’s coming, and I need to be prepared for it.
5. What in my Environment I should Listen To?
Anchor – As this bad news mentioned above approaches (and eventually arrives) I need to make sure I am focusing upon my environment and keeping things balanced and stable through the disruption. Don’t allow everything to fall apart due to panic or uncertainty, but instead ground yourself and stay that way.
6. What I should Listen To from my Past?
Ship – Keep in mind how I have handled difficulties in the past in my travels up north to the post office. The issues coming feel like they are coming from that direction and the advice here is to pull on my experience with past encounters and experiences to help me through any issues I run across this time around.
7. My Soul’s Song (Inner Drive)?
Bouquet – Remember what lies beyond this week. Vacation is coming. Time off is coming. This is good news and well needed, and will give you the opportunity to relax and enjoy yourself for a bit. Allow thoughts of this to lighten your heart and give you something to look forward to on the other side of this week’s stresses and turmoil.