Today’s meditation was… oh hell I dunno. I’m behind in getting my posts up by a few days and I don’t really remember what the meditation was for the 14th. I’m pretty sure it was one of the days I skipped it though, as I seem to have skipped an entire four days in a row if my timer app can be believed (which, it can). So… yeah.
Today’s draw is the Seven of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of delayed gratification, sustainability, and long term progress. Instant gratification this card is not, as all of the themes that this card has to do with involve waiting and the “long game”.
Again, what stands out to me the strongest in this deck is the words at the bottom of the card. Not that I don’t find the artwork breathtaking, which I do… but the words say “Success Unfulfilled” which… seems a bit negative in connotation when the theme of this card is traditionally more about success being fulfilled over time.
Today’s card is a reminder to me that as I work through the orders that need to be done for shipping out tomorrow, I need to remember that this is the small work that growth is all about. With every small bit of work, the progress becomes larger… and more. And over time? You find yourself at your goals and surpassing them. But it takes time. So take a breath and do the small work, and let things build over time. Not everything has to be a grand gesture or massive action.
DECK USED: HEAVEN & EARTH TAROT
LionHart’s Elements Tarot Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I best use my creative energy in support of my future self?
Take Away: When I’m not feeling particularly grounded, it’s really easy for me to end up distracted. Ideas and little side projects that catch my eye draw me away from my work, and then I struggle to get caught up with my work, etc. It happens all the time.
The cards here indicate that if I want to use my creative energy in support of my future self, I need to make sure that I turn that creative energy back to my work again and again, taking the skills that I learn from those distractions and reinvesting them into my work.
DECK USED: OCCULT TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicJan2021 Challenge Prompt
Question: What is a really great idea you had but then forgot about?
Reading Summary: Shifting how I balance my responsibilities (Two of Pentacles) so that I can let some of the weight and responsibility (Magician) die out (Death), and make way for more emotional exploration (Ace of Cups).
Take Away: I wouldn’t say that I forgot about it. Just… that it got put on the back burner while I was plowing my way through the holiday rush.
The weird thing (and current struggle where this is concerned) is that now that I’m on the other side of the holiday rush, I can’t remember what I was doing that made it feel like I was getting somewhere on this idea prior to the rush’s arrival.