Today’s meditation was just over fifteen minutes long and was a centering meditation I use to find focus sometimes before doing client readings.
In this type of meditation, I often place labradorite on my solar plexus for soothing calm, smoky quartz on my forehead for clarity, clear quartz in my left palm for a wash of cleansing energy, and honey calcite in my left to attune myself to exuding a positive and caring influence on others.
This meditation is about attuning myself into these stones and their energies, and creating a flow of energy that sweeps through these different locations and qualities in order to create a sense of centering and ease.
Today’s draw is the Knight of Fire (Wands) which is traditionally interpreted as an active beta energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s passionate endeavors, drive, innovations, and that inner spark that creates interest and pushes us forward.
What stands out to me the strongest in the imagery of this card is the rope and climbing hook that the imposter soldier is carrying. The difference between him and the other soldiers is obvious, and yet he blends in even as he goes about his own thing.
The message here is that sometimes the things you do to protect yourself and others aren’t about confrontation. Rather, they are about knowing your skills and using them with ingenuity to get where you want to go. Not everything has to be a fight or a struggle. Think outside the box and find a better way.
I’m not sure where this message fits into my life at this moment, but the message rings true and relevant, as if it is something I need to keep in mind in order to adjust my behavior when needed so that things can go more smoothly than the would otherwise.
DECK USED: COSMOS TAROT AND ORACLE
#DiscordTarotholicsJul2020 Challenge Prompt
Topic: A Mistake Made / A Lesson Learned
Reading Summary: When your crown becomes too heavy (King of Wands), you can’t always run away from your problems (Six of Swords). The lesson is that you continue to carry the stresses and worries with you instead of leaving them behind (Nine of Swords).
Take Away: When I emancipated from my parent’s home, I expected that my life would be transformed and so would I. The new freedom was expected to give me a new perspective… and it did. But what I didn’t do was erase the damage of what had come before. That damage was carried with me and had to be dealt with regardless of the fact that I had moved on in other ways.
You can’t leave the damage done to you behind in the past. It won’t heal by being buried or shoved aside. Instead, it will fester under the surface until you ultimately decide to (or are forced to) deal with it.
DECK USED: MIDCENTURIAN TAROT
#OwlandBonesJuly Challenge by Owl and Bones Tarot
Topic: what is vulnerable // what is safe // what protects
What is Vulnerable – Ace of Potions – My emotional growth.
What is Safe – Three of Coins – My business and working with friends to keep it stable.
What Protects – Queen of Wands – My inner spark that keeps me moving forward even when I do so at a slower pace.
Take Away: This reading is about my current transition and the efforts I’m taking to stay on track with my emotional growth rather than allowing myself to delve back into the familiar shove of responsibility. The fact that I am allowing others in and to help me is giving me the room that I need to keep that growth going and keep myself from closing off and bearing down in the physical world or responsibilities. Instead, I’m allowed to explore while letting my inner spark move me forward instead of fear and obligation.
DECK USED: EVOLUTION TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: A card to describe your creative self.
I think this is a part of the reason that I find it hard to just “relax and be creative”. For me creativity is more than just something you do in your spare time or enjoy as a hobby. Nearly everything I do has a creative aspect to it, which incorporates creativity into every aspect of my life in one way or another, including in how I make my money and provide resources for myself, my home, and my loved ones.
DECK USED: ALBANO WAITE TAROT