Today’s meditation was fifteen minutes long and attached to the end of my extended yoga / physio practice that I did this morning. It was a good idea to give it a day between sessions of the new routine in order to let my muscles ease a bit. I’ll continue the on-again off-again schedule for the next few weeks. I don’t plan on making the added routine permanent, but I think that until I can get back to the chiropractor on a regular schedule it’d be a good idea to continue on with it.
Today’s draw is the Madre of Earth (Queen of Pentacles) which is traditionally a representation of a receptive alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s finances, resources, health, manifestations, and the physical world. This often translates into a theme of nurturing energy that is both strong and supportive.
I know that in the guidebook for this deck, it says that the hands holding the bowl are making an offering to deity, but when I look at the imagery on this card today, I do not see an offering…. I see an expression of gratitude as those hands accept a gift from nature.
Larrea tridentata (Creosote bush) is definitely one of those things to be grateful for in nature. It is an extremely useful plant that survives in places and climates that most plants can’t. It is antimicrobial, fever reducing, and useful in treating a vast array of different physical ills from diarrhea and sinusitis, to general pain complaints and arthritis, anemia, and even stomach cramps.
The message in today’s card is about gratitude and respect. You don’t take what is not sustainable, and you always show gratitude for what is given and used. This form of respect is something that seems to be lost by so many these days, and forgotten by society at large. The message here today is to not allow yourself to be one of those that forget. Practice gratitude, be mindful of what you take and what you use, and always show respect for what has been given and where it comes from.
DECK USED: HERBCRAFTER’S TAROT
#TarotForGrowthJuly Challenge Prompt
Topic: I’m struggling to maintain motivation.
Question: How can I accept that willpower is a limited resource?
Reading Summary: Remember all the times that you have intrepidly move yourself forward (Left Card) even when you were out of your comfort zone (Center Card), and how it is so anxiety ridden to be there (Big Eye… Worried Fish). And how refreshed you feel after taking a rest and some time in Gideon’s care (Right Card).
Take Away: This is about knowing when to yield. You can push on and push and push and push yourself until you’re a mess of anxiety and tied up in knots, but sooner or later you -have to- let go. That makes willpower not a personality trait, but a skill or ability. And like all skills and abilities? They require times of rest and recharging.
DECK USED: DIXIT CARDS v4 ORIGINS EXPANSION PACK
#DiscordTarotholicsJul2020 Challenge Prompt
Topic: Write something free form inspired by the cards.
There was once a young king named Keern, who ran his kingdom with great love (King of Cups). Sometimes he felt overburdened (Ten of Wands), but he chose to push through these feelings and direct them into providing strength (La Force) to his kingdom by protecting all within his realm (Nine of Wands).
And yet even then, he felt disenchanted (Four of Cups) and alone (Nine of Coins)
Although he was a very picky man (Judgement), he decided it was time to take a wife. And so King Keern began to seek out someone with similar ideals to his own they could help him foster and nurture his people (The Empress).
He met with many women, and there were so many more to choose from! There were so many, in fact, that his search became a burden in and of itself (Seven of Cups).
Then one day on his search, Keern met a poor man down on his luck (Five of Coins) named Heste, who encouraged him to sit down and discuss his problems. The king had love in his heart for all his subjects, and did so. At the end of the discussion this man helped him to see that he was going after what was expected of him rather than what he really wanted (The Pope).
This conversation helped the king to realize that the heart wants what the heart wants… no matter what others think. Seeing things from this new perspective, Keern then changed his tactics and purpose (Hanged Man). He opened himself up to more options, and in the end he found his true love among not the women of his kingdom at all. Instead, it was the wise peasant with whom he’d spoken to that day he found his mind and heart drawn to, and so Keern brought Heste home to the castle to take on their future… together (The Lovers).
DECK USED: TAROT MADDONNI
#OwlandBonesJuly Challenge by Owl and Bones Tarot
Topic: dream // plan // manifest
Dream – Ten of Nano – Emotional fulfillment is something that I can’t even imagine, but I do hope for. I think that perhaps once I have gotten to a point where I’m more comfortable with my emotions that this dream will be more easily realized… rather than a concept that “sounds good”.
Plan – Knight of Nano – Moving forward emotionally is often just like moving forward in any capacity. Sometimes? You have to factor in a bit of planning. I’m in the process of finding “comfortable” with the new emotional levels I’ve grown into over the past few months. Having a plan in place to allow that growth to settle in might be a good idea to consider.
Manifest – Two of Macro and Eight of Astro – Allow yourself to see the blockages that are self created and standing in the way to getting your new balance of responsibilities set into place. If you want to make this new balance a reality, you need to be open to those self restricting beliefs and behaviors that are still holding you back.
DECK USED: WOMEN OF SCIENCE TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How will I know if I have achieved my creative calling?
Reading Summary: Elements that will be present include inspiration to move forward (Two of Wands), a sense of connectivity with myself and the universe (The Star) and And a feeling of balance and rightness in my direction (Justice).
Take Away: When it all comes together and feels right? That’s when you’re in your element and have hit that mark. This is about how it feels in the moment and like the two hands that paint each other in the Two of Wands card, this calling is not stagnant or permanent, but ever changing and cyclical. What is my creative calling ten years ago may not be my creative calling ten years from now… and that’s okay. As long as it feels right.