Today’s meditation was supposed to be eighteen minutes, but only managed to get through about half of it before the phone rang and I ended up talking to Ms B for about an hour about what dialysis entails and how to talk to Mr R about it. Hopefully it won’t be necessary, but if his next blood tests come back looking like crap, that might be the direction they’re going.
Today’s draw is the Queen of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s thoughts, intellect, education, logic, and commutation with others. This can often translate into needing to take an experienced and practical view, the need to either give to another or to receive advice from someone more experienced than yourself, and can be an indication of someone that is very logic driven.
So I’m preparing to do another trip over the border soon, and I’m having a bit of anxiety about it. Nothing serious and, honestly? I just did it not long ago and everything went fine. Now that I know the procedure, it should go even more smoothly the next time.
That said? I’m still feeling those twinges and the Thera-Pets card for today is a good reminder that anxiety is not one of my intuition’s methods of communication and never has been. I need to channel the strength of the Queen of Wands and the experience I have now under my belt, and stop listening to those little twinges that are inappropriate for the situation.
DECK USED: THE SHIMMERING VEIL TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
The Marching Into Darkness Tarot Challenge Prompt
Question: Thinking back to a time when I suffered a loss of stability in my life, did I allow myself to grow from it, or did I stagnate?
Reading Summary: Growth and betterment (Princess of Pentacles) thru gratitude (Nine of Pentacles) and finding direction (Three of Wands).
Take Away: I seem to suffer a “loss of stability” in one way or another pretty damned regularly. It’s a part of my life path that has been consistent throughout my life and it is through gratitude for what I still have and the ability to pick a direction and keep moving and adapt that I am the man that I am today. This is a lesson on personal growth, one that I learn again and again each time events that try to break me down come about. The key is to keep one’s eye on moving forward and growing, improving and becoming better through the trials that are scattered upon our path.
DECK USED: THE STAR TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsMar2021 Challenge Prompt
Question: Where am I at physically at this time?
Take Away: Yeah so um… Where I am at this time physically is at the cusp between healthy and unhealthy, hovering there on the line and able to fall either way depending upon the choices I make from this point forward.
This is primarily about my eating habits of late and the (mostly unhealthy) foods I’ve been consuming. If I battle my urges for these unhealthy snacks and meals and take control to seas a different path, I will recover smoothly from my unwise decisions and be able to turn things around before it goes too far.
DECK USED: THE SHIMMERING VEIL TAROT
I took a break to eat instead of saying “I’ll just do this one more thing first” and putting it off. I know this sounds like a pretty minor thing, but considering how tempting it was to play the “just one more thing” game today, I think it’s pretty significant that I managed to resist the urge.