Today’s bonus reading is just a bit of fun and games. The Village Tarot Witch on Instagram tagged me in a challenge to do her spread and it looked like a lot of fun. As she did, I will list my personal pros and cons in this post, but unlike her I will do them at the end, after the cards.
I am smart and clever and I have no problem putting aside my emotions in order to find the best path forward for myself and others. And when I mean best path? I mean **the best** path forward. The safest path. The path that will keep everyone (including myself) alive and well. I have absolutely no issue making decisions for the greater good, even if that means sometimes I’m disliked in the process. In a zombie apocalypse, the only priority more important than the greater good… is my own good. And I’ll be damned well looking out for that too.
My Weaknesses (What’s going to get me eaten?)
The Suspended (Hanged Man)
In day to day life, my ability to pause and put myself in other’s shoes, see their perspectives as well as my own, and move forward with this knowledge is a huge asset. In a zombie apocalypse, it would no longer be such a strength, though. It would cause hesitation and, at times, cause moments of immobility which, in turn, could make me some zombie’s happy meal.
My Chances of Survival
Walker of Wands (Knight of Wands)
I would throw myself into the new life with gusto and make survival my passion and be proactive in finding a new life that would work. As long as I kept in mind my own mortality and didn’t get too wrapped up in my enthusiasm in this matter, I will do well. There’s a fine line between enthusiastic pursuit of a desired outcome you’re passionate about… and reckless pursuit of an obsession. The problem would lie in making sure I balanced on the right side of that line and didn’t step over into an unhealthy perspective.
Personal (Realistic Based) Opinion On My Chances of Survival
PROS: I’m clever. I’m smart. I know tons of random knowledge that would be helpful. I’m excellent at wilderness survival and am familiar with traversing the back country. I’m adaptive and resourceful. I doubt I’d run into any emotional/psychological issues at all with taking down the infected.
CONS: I require a minimum diet of 5000-6000 calories a day just to keep from dropping weight, which translates into a LOT of food, or I start wasting away and passing out. Considering the extra physical activity that’s sure to come along with the proposed situation? I’m going to need even more.
Also, my antidepressants play a key role in keeping me from constant suicidal ideation and sometimes uncontrollable suicidal urges. I’d like to say that I could “muscle through” without them by determination alone, but I know for a fact it doesn’t work that way.
My cons far outweigh my pros, indicating that my chances of survival in this type of scenario, on the whole, are pretty slim. BUT, that I probably won’t die by being eaten, but rather through starvation, hypoglycemic coma, or by offing myself.