Today’s meditation was just over twenty two minutes long and was the last segment of the mantra meditation series in the Oak app. I’ve discovered that while ten minutes is just a bit too short for me to really sink into my meditation, twenty two minutes is just a bit too long. It isn’t that I get restless so much as just around the twenty minute mark my mind seems decide it’s time to wander into daydream type “dozing off” musings. You know, the kind that you slide into just before falling asleep? Yeah, those.
Today’s draw is the Queen of Pentacles, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive alpha energy, personality, or person in the area of one’s home life, finances, resources, health, or manifestations. This often translates into highly responsible individuals with a nurturing nature, themes to do with providing for others while listening to their needs, and being practical minded.
What stands out to me in the imagery of this card today is that the Queen looks tired. Wrung out. She’s put herself out there and done what she can for others and now she needs a minute to rest and take a breath, refortify before moving forward.
When combined with the Thera-Pets card for today, what I see here is a message about pacing yourself. The more you allow people to depend on you instead of doing for themselves? The more they will lean on you to give even more of yourself. It’s important to “teach the man to fish” for himself rather than just doing everything yourself and wearing yourself out. Self care is important, and a part of self care is making sure you are not being taken advantage of by those that are either too lazy, or to convinced of their own inadequacies, to do for themselves.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE OLD PATH AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
LionHart’s Whispering Woods Tarot Challenge Prompt
Question: In what area am I asked to plant my seeds of growth this month?
Reading Summary: Work on connecting with your spirituality and feelings of hope (The Stars), allow them to strengthen you and lift you up (Strength), and don’t allow your enthusiasm for exploration distract you from this (Knave of Wands Rx).
Take Away: Confession. As I feel better and recover from the depression, and as my enthusiasm reawakens within me, I have a habit of overfilling “my plate” with too many projects and responsibilities. A part of that is because I feel better and I want to dive in and explore new things, as well as rediscover old favorites that while I was depressed I had lost my enthusiasm for.
The cards here are a reminder that over this month while I am in recovery and finding my balance, I need to focus on setting to right my balance itself and my connections with my spirituality and inner strength instead of letting that awakening enthusiasm distract me in another direction.
DECK USED: TATTOED TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsMar2021 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question: Are there limits to human creativity?
Take Away: The only limits are those that we put upon ourselves. That is not to say that we should not put limits upon ourselves, though, but rather that each individual needs to wisely make the best choices for their own self-actualization and growth.
These boundaries and choices we make may limit us in certain ways, but this is so that we can direct that energy into other areas we deem to be more important.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE OLD PATH
I went for a waterfall hike and had a great time enjoying myself among the mossy branches and nurse logs.