Today’s meditation was nonexistent. Not because I didn’t have time but because I was lazy and enthused and just… unmotivated. I didn’t do it. My head is also killing me and has been for a couple of days now. Although, that’s probably not an excuse because chances are that the meditation would help with my stress and anxiety levels. As I’m writing this post a day late, I am not able to do it before bed, of course, because the day is now gone already.
I really love the imagery of this card with the beautiful vulnerability of the woman’s nude form before the mirror and the abundance of earthy green hair full of flowers, to the enraptured little elf peering down from above. What really stands out to me in this card today, though, is her hand upon the mirror.
This speaks to me not so much about the need to nurture others, but to create some nurturing kindness for myself. This is something I’m not particularly skilled at, but that is important… maybe even more important now when my anxiety and stress is so high and everything is up in the air. Today’s card is a reminder of this need, and an encouragement to make time for myself and that need for a little extra self care and indulgence.
DECK USED: CIRCLE OF LIFE TAROT
#TarotForGrowthMarch Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I best feed that flame? (Built off yesterday’s cards.)
Interpretation: Remember where you want to go and that sometimes things have to end in order to start anew with something better. Embody ownership of your emotions and go after what you want with this new start. Now is the chance to build a new foundation and reorganize upon it a new way of doing things going forward.
DECK USED: A DARISA TAROT: THE LOMISHT
#DiscordTarotholicsMar2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: Where am I spiritually at this time?
Interpretation: I am struggling with the transition from how things were to how they are now. It feels like it all happened to fast and has left me reeling. Because of that I am feeling a sense of uncertainty that spreads into my spiritual self. Not that my faith is lacking, but it is as if the uncertainty of everything else has polluted even this, where that uncertainty is rooted in how quickly things can change and fall apart.
DECK USED: REIGNING ROUGE TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What does it feel like to know something for sure?
Reading Summary: A sense of ownership and capability (The Magician) even when something is new (Page of Pentacles). When that “something” rests within my wheelhouse. (Three of Pentacles)
Take Away: What this boils down to is a combination of certainty rooted in my skills and abilities and the ownership of those skills and abilities in a way that keeps me feeling on solid footing to a point that there is no longer any doubt.
DECK USED: CELTIC DRAGON TAROT