Today’s meditation was ten minutes long and focused on tolerance, which is a very fitting subject for today’s meditation considering the card I drew for today. The meditation guided me through a breathing exercise while discussing how when you find that mindfulness of being centered in your practice, irritants in the environment cease to become disruptive aggravating irritants, and instead become simply another part of the environment around you, and you detached from an emotional response to them.
Today’s draw is the Temperance card of the Major Arcana. This card is a representation of…. well… temperance. Duh, right? Okay so what IS temperance then? Temperance is moderation and self-restraint, and through those traits the creation of balance.
In order to create this balance, that self restraint requires a purpose, and that is the message of today’s card. It is a reminder of my goals. Not just of my goals, but of what I need to do (and not do) in order to achieve them. Sometimes my “addictions” can get the better of me. Sometimes my emotions can get the better of me too. And, if I’m truthful, sometimes even my creativity and ambitions can get the better of me.
In all these cases, moderation is needed, and self restraint is required. Otherwise, things fall out of balance, chaos reigns, and my world begins tumble out of control.
Funny side note? Every time I see a Temperance card lately? The chorus of the Pearl Jam song “Even Flow” starts playing in my head.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE LITTLE PRINCE
Bonus Reading – #TarotForGrowthDecember
Question: How can I improve my relationship with my body in the coming year?
Reading Summary: More exercise (Page of Buttons), preferably some of it outside (The Sun) is needed, but so is giving myself the rest that I need (Four of Needles). Take time to bond with others and take them on my journey (Three of Needles atop Three of Cups).
Take Away: So, the thing that I have NOT been doing to up my self-care over the past year has been in the exercise department. I know that to gain weight, I need to get back to the gym, because I need to build muscle in order to create that bulk I lack.
I don’t know why I’ve been so avoidant on this, but I do know that part of it is my discomfort with how lean I have become and…. a sort of self blame for all of that, even though I know a lot of it was from the cancer. I need to forgive myself and involve others in my self-care to benefit from it the most. And, as always… I need more rest.
DECK USED: THE 5-CENT TAROT