I’m posting this a day late, and honestly? I don’t remember what yesterday’s meditation was about. I know that I did it just before taking a nap once I’d made it home from the post office trip, I just don’t remember what the guided part of the meditation was focused on.
Yesterday’s draw was the Page of Cups, which is a representation of a receptive omega energy in the area of emotions, relationships, and creativity. This card was really fitting for the day, considering that I knew that the drop was going to start to creep in but I was still in a good place and able to breathe. I worked really hard on making sure I gave myself some self care and comfort yesterday, and it helped me find a place of peace and quiet that was sorely needed.
I feel like any time that I can touch upon my emotions, especially the negative ones, from a place of calm and understanding instead of the “oh shit” of feeling vulnerable, it’s an excellent learning experience for me. It gives me a chance to explore those feelings without the usual defense mechanism response trying to step in and push them into a box.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE LITTLE PRINCE
Bonus Reading – #TarotForGrowthDecember
Question: How can I honor that newly discovered relationship with myself? (Building off yesterday’s read.)
Reading Summary: There is a whole LOT of receptive energy in these cards, speaking of the need to be open both mentally and emotionally (Queen of Swords and Queen of Cups), and making sure that I am being kind to myself (The Empress) while ignoring the positive to focus on the negative (Five of Cups). Also, be sure to trust you to keep me safe during the drown (Two of Cups).
Take Away: During the drown, I become extremely vulnerable and it’s easy to close off. This becomes especially so during the days after a drown when I am working through a drop. The cards indicate that in both cases, it will serve me better and create an improved sense of stability to focus on a receptive and open attitude while remembering to stay positive and be kind to myself. Going to you for help with this is a healthy way to work on this and ensure it will hopefully become habit over time.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE HIDDEN FOLK