Today’s meditation was was just over ten minutes long and I returned to the Calm app today for one of the guided meditations, with my interval timer added in for my pirifromis stretching.
The focus of today’s meditation was about living in the moment, even when the moment sucks. I agree that sometimes you just have to allow yourself to experience what’s happening, but I don’t think it should keep us from improving our situation when its possible to do so. It’s a delicate balance.
What stands out to me the strongest in the imagery of this card is the curtain behind the priestess. A curtain that hides what lies beyond. The Priestess knows what is there, but like the beaded curtain in a fortune teller’s shop, only she knows what lies on the other side.
Combined with the Thera-Pets card for the day, what I see here is a reminder that I’m still in recovery. During an MDE, my intuition is often stilted and muffled. This can become really frustrating, especially now in the process of recovery, where I feel like I -could- be or -should- be fully recovered… but I’m not yet.
The reminder here is that it takes the time it takes. My intuition isn’t going anywhere, nor does it become “rusty” with disuse during these times when I’m stuck in the MDE. Patience is needed, and it’s okay for things to move slowly.
DECK USED: TAROT AND THERA-PETS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT ANIMAL CARDS
LionHart’s Whispering Woods Tarot Challenge Prompt
Question: Where am I welcomed to take a break and gather myself?
Reading Summary: You don’t have to charge forward (Knight of Wands) with your eye on the prize (Two of Wands) and coming out on top (King of Swords) as you are standing up for what you believe is right. (Seven of Wands).
Take Away: Sometimes just living your life the way that is right for you and following your own moral compass is enough. It doesn’t always have to be about saving the world or going somewhere. It doesn’t have to be about winning or losing or conflict. It’s okay to just live by example sometimes, and that can be enough.
DECK USED: WALTER & FITZPATRICK INSPIRED HARMONIOUS TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsMar2021 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I better handle conflict?
You need to approach from a place of stability and comfort (Quatre de Bâton) where you can then linger (Trois de Bâtons Rx) and view your choices more clearly (L’Amoureux).
Take Away: Sometimes, when conflict is upon us, we react in the moment…. even when there are times when we know that we shouldn’t. Emotions running high and BAM, out of the blue your mouth opens and something unintended comes out, or we clam up and flinch away, or we act without thought and do something we regret as a result.
The cards here are indicating that in order to better handle conflict, it is wise to take a step back and find your balance and calm. Put yourself in a place of comfort and calm where you can look at things from many perspectives, and with a level head, choose the response that will be best for you.
DECK USED: TAROT DE MARSEILLE WAITE
I made sure to structure my time so that I didn’t have to pull another all-nighter like I did Monday night. That shit was ridiculous and I want to actually sleep tonight.