Today’s meditation was just over fifteen minutes long and focused upon relaxing with an open heart. It included a lengthy body scan and guided relaxation before moving on to focusing upon opening up the heart chakra and directing caring warmth first to the self, and then outward to others you know, and then the world at large.
I’ve done this sort of meditation before and it’s very relaxing. That said, I wasn’t particularly fond of the format of the meditation I used today. It ended too abruptly for my taste, and the narrator was a bit too… measured and emotionless.
Today’s draw is the Ace of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of new beginnings, potential, and the planting of seeds in the area of one’s thoughts, intellect, and communication with others.
The imagery in this card makes me connect more to the energy of the Knight of Swords than the Ace, though. I see strength and movement and power. I also can see vulnerability, though. Although the unicorn is powerful and the girl is not shielded from the flying arrows and battle around her. She clings to the mount, but she is bare of foot and without armor.
The message that I see in this card is about balance. Yes, it’s important to go after what you want, but do not become so focused upon the prize that you forget you are more than just a knight… you are also a vulnerable in a nightgown clinging to a unicorn. It’s okay to be soft. It’s okay to be gentle and vulnerable . It is possible to be both vulnerable… and strong.
DECK USED: HUSH TAROT
#TarotForGrowthMarch Challenge Prompt
Question: How am I being invited to make space for rest at this time?
Reading Summary: All of this defensive energy (Seven of Wands) birthed by the present uncertainty (La Lune) is here to teach me (Le Pope) how to better enjoy my down times (Four of Wands).
Take Away: Okay, so this is a crap-ass way to learn a new lesson, but I do understand. I understand that I need to let up. I understand that there’s nothing I can do now to protect myself from what may come. Not in this instance. I understand that I just need to sit back and wait. The problem is… that is not in my nature. It goes against everything I have ever been.
And that’s the point. I have to learn something else. Something new. Something different. Even if I have to fight tooth and nail the whole way through the lesson to get there.
DECK USED: NEW CHOICE TAROT DE MARSEILLE
#DiscordTarotholicsMar2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: How can I best improve in that area? (Built of yesterday’s cards.)
Reading Summary: Focus on my skills and those things under my control (Eight of Discs). Take time to plan ahead (Two of Wands), but not from a defensive stance, but from one of innovation toward the future (Page of Discs).
Take Away: This is what I am trying to keep my focus on during this time. Because I am unable to simply sit and wait, I am trying to keep my focus on prepping for the future and planning for when things lift and settle again. I want to be able to hit the ground running when things get to a point where I’m able to do just that. Instead of entertaining paranoia and catastrophizing worry… I need to keep my eyes on what I can do instead of what I can’t.
DECK USED: LUNA SOL TAROT
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: How can I use my senses to tune into my intuition?
This is about doing what I’ve been doing. It’s about not allowing uncertainty to throw up walls that my intuition is then muffled by. This isn’t about my other senses, as I had thought that it would be. I thought that the cards would speak to me about the five senses of smell and touch, hearing and taste and sight.
Instead, this is about allowing my intuition freedom from the walls that muffle and contain when they rise up in order to protect myself from the unknown.