Today’s meditation was just over ten minutes long, and although I can’t remember what the focus of the meditation was, I do know that it was really helpful in relaxing me a bit. I did the meditation after the soak in the bath, and it helped a lot in keeping my anxiety from causing too much discomfort. Enough that I was able to take some ibuprofen and a short nap afterward. And, although I sort of feel like I wasted the couple of hours involved there, it also managed to get rid of my headache.
When I look at the cards in today’s draw, what I see is an encouragement to find the fun. This is not off of traditional meanings of the cards, but rather it is from the imagery itself.
I think, especially when I have been drowning in work for so long that that sense of overwhelm starts to feel normal, it is important to remember that that is not all that life is about. It’s just a temporary whirlwind, and not permanent. Soon, though. In the next few days there will be a shift from that chaos and bustle to a slow down and time to breathe. It’s at that time I will need to remember to interject some fun into life to help offset the discomfort of adjusting back to the ‘normal’ of the rest of the year.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE LITTLE PRINCE
Bonus Reading – #TarotForGrowthDecember
Question: How can I release that regret as I move into the new year? (Build off of yesterday’s reading.)
Reading Summary: I need to remember to stay centered emotionally while receptive to what I’d experienced in the fall and allowing it to grow (Queen of Cups), and at the same time stop pretending that everything is okay because I’m going to end up hanging myself yet again next year if I don’t (Ten of Cups). The fruits of my labors will come whether I’m overloaded or not, but it will be better if I take on what I can handle (Seven of Rings) instead of putting so much on my plate that I feel overwhelmed throughout the year.
Take Away: It’s time to look at managing my time better. This is pretty much a reiteration of yesterday’s reading concerning finding a better balance between my administrative tasks and my creative spark. The cards are telling me to keep my feet on the ground and be realistic.
DECK USED: THE MARIGOLD TAROT