Today’s meditation was done submerged in the bathtub today. Well, submerged all but my nose, mouth, and knees anyway. It was another hot day and I took a cool bath and did my meditation in there during my hour of cool-down. There was no real focus other than on my breathing and the cooling, calming sensation of the water all around me.
Today’s draw is the Nine of Crystals (Pentacles), which is traditionally a representation of personal satisfaction and satiation with one’s home life, abundance, and financial independence. This is the well earned moment where you realize all you have worked toward and feel gratitude for that. It is the last step of accomplishment before we begin to share our good fortune with those around us.
The thing is, in order for many to get to this point in their lives, they feel that they have work themselves to the bone and that they need to be on top of every little thing and in control 100% of the time.
The reminder in the combination of the Nine of Pentacles with the affirmation card for today is that your goals don’t require constant diligence and supervision. It’s okay to enjoy what you have in the now. Momentum will keep things moving forward, even while you take a break.
DECK USED: INNER CHILD CARDS FAIRY TALE TAROT AND LESS ANXIETY AFFIRMATION CARDS
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: Where do I want to be 10, 15 or 20 years from now?
Although I don’t really look so far ahead, I thought that this reading might be fun to help tell me what things I might likely be into doing or be of interest to me through these long term perspectives.
Ten Years From Now – Selfless – Whether I am committing more time to reading for others, or more time teaching and mentoring others, I can see this being something I’d be interested in exploring. Ten years from now I will be forty-three and my mortgage should be fully paid off. Without that weighty responsibility weighing on me, it’s possible I’d have a bit more free time to do these sort of things with.
Fifteen Years From Now – Investigate – Still interested in exploring new things and seeking out answers. At forty-eight years old, it would be terrific to still be fostering a sense of excitement and curiosity at the mysteries before me. The possibility of new ideas, passions, and interests keeping things fresh and life interesting sounds good to me.
Twenty Years From Now – Awaken – A new journey… and new potential. At fifty-three years old, the peacock indicates that even as I move into a different stage of life and deal with the issues that new stage will hold for me, I’ll be ready to stretch myself and seek new motivation to keep me going. New goals could inspire new changes.
DECK USED: SHE WHISPERS HER TRUTH ORACLE
#DiscordTarotolicsJun2021 Challenge Prompt
Topic: About similarities…
Question: How can I strengthen my awareness of the similarities between myself and others?
These cards are calling me out on my uncertainty when interacting with others. I don’t think that most people realize just how awkward I feel when interacting with others. The Moon here is a reminder that I’m not the only one that feels that way. Lots of people have social anxieties and uncertainties. The World then steps into this reminder to let me know that it’s okay to feel that newness and awkwardness, as it’s a part of the process of growth.
Ten of Crystals (Pentacles)
I have a lot to offer. I don’t always feel like it, but even though I might see myself as inconvenient, awkward, and a pain in the ass… others don’t. They see someone that has accomplished a great deal and is happy to share what they’ve learned along the way with everyone else.
DECK USED: INNER CHILD CARDS FAIRY TALE TAROT
Cool bath time again today. I soaked in a nice cool bath for about an hour earlier today after I’d pulled the decks I’m putting into rotation next month (and put away all of this month’s other than the one’s I’m using tomorrow).