The focus of today’s meditation was about shame concerning our past experiences and traumas. It was about how we carry this shame with us, and how it can eventually eat us alive… but that the solution is simple. Sometimes, what is needed most, is just to be heard. To speak our truth and be heard, understood, and cared about. This is often why therapy can be such a good tool for people. It gives you someone to talk to that is not about judging you, but hearing you and helping you.
Today’s draw is the Four of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of taking time to rest, recuperation after a trying time, and stillness for restoration and meditation on the events that have brought you to this place as well as where to go from here.
We all need rest. This is something that took me a long time to accept in myself. I used to push myself hard, so hard. Again and again I’d push myself to burn out, give myself just enough recovery that it would let me push forward again.
These cycles just brought me deeper and deeper into exhaustion. I was not treating myself or my body well, and after a time, it became to rebel against this treatment. Now, I’ve learned that I need that rest. Everyone needs rest. And it’s only through caring for your body and your needs, that you can then continue forward and achieve your goals.
DECK USED: TAROT AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW AND LESS ANXIETY AFFIRMATION CARDS
#DiscordTarotholicsJul2021 Challenge Prompt
Questions for July 2nd & 3rd
Being constantly told that I’ve never enough just the way I am and that no matter what I tried it was never going to be good enough.
How can I begin working on healing that injury?
Birch, Grapefruit, and Two of Swords
Don’t allow what was said then hold so much weight, take a deep breath and let us roll up all that pain and discontent that this experience still has for you… then exhale it out. This is something that you’re going to have to consciously put time and attention into in order to eventually be able to choose to let go of.
DECK USED: ORACLE OF THE ESSENCES 2ND ED AND TAROT AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW
The Sacred Grounds Tarot Club Prompt
Questions for July 2nd and 3rd
Look at that smile on the leprechauns face! July is offering me the opportunity to reconnect with my values and principles, to examine them and choose wisely so that I can make sure that I continue on the path that I want to continue on as I move forward into the future. My future and direction upon my path are in my own hands. I need to ensure that my actions are compatible with the direction I wanna go in.
What challenges is July going to bring me?
Five of Swords atop Ace of Wands, Three of Swords
Disappointment over not being able to go after all of my different ideas and passionate pursuits. Lots of prioritizing will be needed and I’m going to have to leave some things behind in order to shine in the things that I end up prioritizing.
DECK USED: TAROT AT THE END OF THE RAINBOW
I’m sort of playing catch up at the moment, so I don’t actually remember what I did for myself back on this day. I should have written it down at the time, but I didn’t and now I’m not sure.