Today’s meditation was just under ten minutes long, and was a quiet and peaceful meditation where she didn’t do a lot of talking. I enjoy these primarily because I really like the background music playing in the app. In fact, I think I’ve mentioned before that I would love the opportunity to buy the music.
Essentially, the music is individual notes played lightly (and slowly) on a keyboard to some very subtle, barely audible EMDR-type musical flow in the background. It’s very relaxing, and my mind seems to visualize it into an open plane of water (the background noise) with occasional drips falling into the smooth expanse to cause ripples (the piano notes).
I might need to contact the app creator and see if they can provide me with some information that might help me track down the artist. It’s worth a try.
Anyway, the talk at the end of the guided meditation focused primarily on using meditation to better condition ourselves to be present in the moment, rather than spending too much time reflecting on the past or focused on the “what ifs” of the future.
Today’s draw is the Strength card, which I seem to be seeing a lot lately in my readings. The Strength card’s traditional representations involve inner strength, outer strength, courage, persuasion and coercion. It can also indicate raw emotion, self doubt, and a lack of energy.
I feel that it is in those alternate meanings that I find the message of today’s card. The Strength card is telling me that it’s okay to be tired and take a rest now and then. It doesn’t make you weak to take care of yourself and, sometimes, that means allowing for that time of rest and time to deal with the hint of rawness that is going on with me right now.
I think that it also correlates to the drop and helping you through it. I love you so much, and I don’t want to let you down. I really hope that I’m not letting you down. (Points to the self doubt aspect.)
Deck Used: Halloween Tarot
I did the #TarotForGrowthOctober prompt again today. As mentioned before, I might try to do the bonus reading every day (or near to it) for this month.
Question: How can I better honor the divine feminine within me? (Note: The word honor is stressed to make sure I keep in mind the nature of the question through the reading of the cards and answers written here.)
Reading Summary: The Hermit card speaks of time alone and working on things on my own. The Ace of Pentacles is a touch on manifestation and ‘new money’ and the Queen of Pentacles, juggling home life and work as well as giving myself time to self-nurture (which again ties around into the Hermit card).
Take Away: Focus on my home business. My business is all about manifestation and creativity. It involves a LOT of working on my own and I do a good deal of reflection during that time. I find the creative process of manifesting ideas into a beautiful creation in reality to be soothing and invigorating, all at the same time. The cards indicate if I want to honor my divine feminine side, this is the path to doing that.