Today’s meditation was just over eighteen minutes long because I needed a little extra time in my piriformis stretching this morning. The hike in the rain yesterday was just what I needed I wish I could have stayed out there for hours and hours on end. But my muscles did not like the hard exertion in the cold rain, nor the sudden heat up of a shower that came after. So… I’m a bit sore today.
The topic of the guided part of my meditation was about techniques in hearing criticism and dealing with being confronted with anger. It was about finding a way (in this meditation it was about identifying instead of personalizing) to not soak in what is being said. Not allowing it to be taken personally.
Today’s draw is the Page of Wands, which is traditionally a receptive omega energy in the area of one’s passion projects, drive, and inner spark. Like all the wands, this isn’t about emotions or intelligence, nor eve where a person’s ambitions lie. Instead, it is about the fiery spark of passion that creates your ambition. That burning feeling of a spark within that drives us forward. In the light of a receptive omega energy, this is often about learning something new that strikes your interest and passion, or exploring old passions that have come back into our lives for a breath of new life.
What stands out the strongest to me in the imagery of this card today is the walking stick and the approaching train. The figure in this image looks either highly distracted, or possibly blind considering that the walking stick looks an awful lot like one a blind man might use. The train has steam billowing out of its chimney indicating it is moving full speed ahead. The tilt of the man’s head indicates confidence in their progress, and yet the train is clearly coming.
The message in today’s card is about moving forward with confidence… and caution. You need both in order to succeed.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE LITTLE PRINCE
LionHart’s As Above So Below Challenge Prompt
Moon Question: Where am I asked to listen to, or follow, my gut feeling?
I split this reading into two questions, because, at least for me? Listening to and actually following are two different things. You can absolutely listen and decide to do things your own way while taking something else under advisement. That is difference than actually following through on information provided.
Where am I asked to listen to my gut feeling?
Queen of Wands and Four of Cups – Don’t allow your uncertainty over what’s going on with this holiday rush to dictate your actions and cause you to retreat into yourself. Instead lean into what you know and have experience with, and apply that to where you want to go.
Where am I asked to follow my gut feeling?
Two of Cups and Page of Swords – Learning new ways to connect with and communicate with others in a helpful way that creates unity and agreement. Expressing your emotions is not your greatest of skills, but there are other ways to build bonds and let people know that you care.
DECK USED: RIDE OR WAIT TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsNov2020 Challenge Prompt
Question: Cleanse This / Ground This / Release This
Cleanse – Seven of Pentacles – It’s time to declutter so that you can make sure that there is room for more sustainable long term growth. Mentally, this means keeping your expectations in check. Physically, this means pruning out a few things that are creating distraction.
Ground – Princess of Swords – Again, we look at your expectations. You need to make sure that you’re open to changes and open to new ideas, because things just can’t stay the same all of the time, no matter how much you’d like them to. Clever adaptation will serve you well. Also, note that her feet are bare upon the ground, which is a reminder to make sure that you’re getting out to bond with nature.
Release – Four of Cups – Your lackadaisical attitude and lack of motivation to get on top of things needs to be let go. Don’t be so disenchanted by what’s not happening, but rather look for solutions and act upon them.
DECK USED: DRUIDCRAFT TAROT
Heal & Transform November Challenge Prompt
Question: What blessings have I or am I blinding myself to?
Reading Summary: The fact that I am bombarded with new ideas all the time (Ace of Wands) is not a bad habit or a disgrace and should not be viewed as a inconvenience (The Beast), but rather it is something I need to embrace (imagery in the Six of Cups).
Take Away: Writing down ideas so I didn’t feel like I’m losing them all one after another when I can’t act on them immediately was a brilliant idea that I can credit to Gid. But the thing is? I can write down ideas all damned day and STILL have more to go. And more. And more. I want to do them all and it sometimes messes with me that I can’t. It used to mess with me even more as I felt super bad when I couldn’t.
The thing is? I need to stop looking at this constant trickle of ideas as an inconvenience just because I can’t do them all right now, or might never get to all of them. They’re still good and just think how drab and boring it would be without them.
DECK USED: TAROT OF THE UNKNOWN 1ST EDITION
#ConnectWithYourDeckChallenge by E Roebuck-Jones
Question: What do I think makes a successful life?
Reading Summary: Trusted bonds with friends (Two of Cups) that help you through the uncertain times (The Moon), and the independence and autonomy (Chariot) to choose your own path forward (The World).
Take Away: As much as a loner that I am most of the time? Being alone… truly alone with no one to love or care about? Can be fucking miserable. I don’t have this problem, and having those few people in my life that I cherish, and that cherish me in turn? It makes life immeasurably better.
Independence and autonomy are something I feel extremely strongly about. The ability to choose your own path and make your own decisions is important. I really can’t imagine that a life could feel successful without this factor.