Today’s meditation was about forty minutes long, and took place at the dentist’s office. I have a really difficult time at the dentist’s office due to my synesthesia. So many of the sounds that take place in that chair are unpleasant on a level that goes far beyond sound. Some of them aren’t bad, others I don’t have a reaction to at all. But there are a few that really make dental work difficult and painful.
For example, the sound of the magnetostrictive ultrasonic scaler, which causes muscle spasms in my left pec which combine with a sensation of a long, thin needle piercing between two of my ribs in the back at an angle to points to exactly where that muscle spasm takes place. For a moment, this sensation is painful but might cause a gasp before you take a breath and move on. Over a continuous length of time, it leaves a lasting soreness that carries beyond the drawn out intensity in the moment.
Today’s draw is the Five of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of tests, trials, or conflict in the area of one’s thoughts, education, intellect, communication, or ambition. This often comes across in the form of competition, arguments, or can communicate a determination to win no matter what.
What stands out to me the strongest in the imagery of this card is the person in the lower left side that is crying in the background, and the fact that the helmet of the main figure in the card covers their eyes.
There is a reminder here to pay attention to what you’re doing and why you’re doing it. Are you hurting people and ignoring it, or just ignorant to it? Why are you not focusing on this aspect? What was the motivation behind whatever hurt this person? Was there a better way to handle things?
This card’s message today is about being aware of what you’re doing, and those you affect with your actions (or inaction).
DECK USED: TRADITIONAL MANGA TAROT
LionHart’s As Above So Below Challenge Prompt
Moon Question: How can I best work with, or work around, the current vibes?
Reading Summary: Stay open to new opportunities (Ace of Pentacles) and reach out and grab them by the balls when they appear to you (Chariot). Now is not a time to stay comfortable and safe in your nest (Four of Wands Rx).
Take Away: There’s been a good deal of warning in the cards lately about business being a bit slow this holiday season. The cards here indicate that in order to counteract that, I need to be open to the possibilities and opportunities that may arise, and jump on them immediately rather than hemming and hawing about it as I often end up doing.
DECK USED: DARK WOOD TAROT
#DiscordTarotolicsNov2020 Challenge Prompt
Philosophical Question: Is it possible to truly experience anything objectively?
Reading Summary: A king on his throne sees the world as his playground (The Emperor), a couple on a beach basking in the sun sees the world as a perfect slice of heaven (The Sun), and someone with the spark of inspiration nipping at their heels sees the world as filled with potential adventures (Knight of Wands).
Take Away: The cards here indicate that it is not possible to truly experience anything with complete objectivity. We can do our best to be objective, but our emotions, our relationships, our history, and our experiences all create a foundation for which other new experiences and perceptions are built on. There is no such thing as a “clean slate” in humanity, as emotions flavor everything we do, even for amnesiacs.