What is missing from my life.
The Fool – Innocence and care free fun. You spend so much time calculating trajectories that you leave little to no time to just cut loose and be worry-free.
Why I’m feeling like I don’t have enough of it.
Five of Pentacles – A lack of this carefree innocence creates a feeling of scarcity that you can’t let go of.
How this affects my energy.
Three of Wands – Those feelings of scarcity push you further along the path that you are already on where responsibility is king and carefree innocence takes a backseat.
How I can feel satisfied about it.
Nine of Cups – Combating these feelings of scarcity and ending this cycle requires pausing to look at and appreciate all that you have accomplished and how far you have come. This appreciation goes beyond acknowledgment, and into actually taking time to enjoy these things.
Where I need to look to find it.
Seven of Cups – The opportunity for innocence, joy, and carefree moments is around you everywhere. It’s not where you look, but in actually opening your eyes and choosing to see.
Twisting the Leaf 
Wow..this deck is beautiful….
Seeing it in use is just…wow
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