Being Who You Want To Be

Today’s meditation was skipped.

Necronomicon TarotToday’s draw is the Seven of Wands is traditionally a representation of fighting for one’s beliefs, standing up for one’s principles, and confrontations that challenges one’s values.

The imagery here feels like the center man might be reacting to the others being different than himself than them being a true threat.  Their spears are not raised or glowing with danger, after all, only the center figure’s is.  And it almost looks like the creature on the left is trying to communicate, but that the central figure is too caught up in their reaction to listen.

Today’s message is to make sure that your reactions are aligned with your principles and values before acting on them. Sometimes gut reactions are not aligned with who we want to be… and it’s important to catch ourselves during these moments and redirect our actions.


#DiscordTarotholicsOct2022 Challenge Prompt
Questions for October 27th and 28th

Shadows of the Macabre OracleSpellwork: What needs manifested in your life right now?

Destination and Disillusionment – Clarity concerning where you are headed and how you are going to get there. Strategy and a good game plan for the last quarter of the year is essential to making sure that this time goes smoothly.

Harvest: What gifts of the season are ready for harvest in your life?

Magical Thinking and Hoarding – Pay attention to what you hold onto that needs released, and purge those things from your life that are holding you back. Continuing to hold on to them while pretending it will all work out will only cause problems through the season ahead. The gift here is the ability to look at these things with an unbiased perspective and the ability to do something about them.


HealingThruTarot’s October Shadow Work Challenge Prompt
Question for October 28th
: How can I better integrate all aspects of myself?

Necronomicon TarotReading Summary: Accept that the journey is just beginning and you have a long way yet to go in knowing yourself fully (Knave of Swords). Be generous with yourself and others (Six of Disks), and look for opportunities to improve yourself in solid and grounded ways (Ace of Disks).

Take Away: Insecurity and imbalance is a problem that holds you back.  As are the less than generous inner narratives that create a strangle hold on your creativity and strength.

In order to integrate more of yourself into your day to day life, you need to feel safe.  Safe and stable.  Only when these criteria are met can you delve into those deepest parts of yourself you’ve yet to explore and get to know.


Daily Self Kindness

I went through all of my KS pledges and did some weeding. I ended up cancelling a total of eleven pledges from my list.