Today’s meditation was just over eleven minutes long, and a revisit of yesterday’s meditation on the “how to” series that I’ve been working my way through. Since I was interrupted yesterday, I felt I should return to do it a second time, and I’m glad that I did.
There was a quote by J Krishnamurti used in the meditation’s narration that I really connected with. “The ability to observe without evaluating is the highest form of intelligence.”
That is what today’s meditation was all about, observing the self and how our mind works without evaluation or judgement.
Today’s draw is the Five of Wands, which is a representation of tests, trials, and conflict in the area of one’s passions, drive, and ambitions. This is a really apt card for today, and when I drew it this morning, I did not fully understand where it was coming from, but I knew that it was not just a “positive message” but an indication of something to come.
It turns out that this evening, I discovered exactly what that has to do with. I have a shop on Etsy with well over 5000 sales and 1200 reviews. I have never had an unresolved case filed against my shop, and have a five star rating. BUT, for some reason because I got ONE negative review and ONE case (that was thrown out by Etsy incidentally) in the past 50 sales? They sent me a letter threatening to shut me down.
I mean… wtf. Anyway… there you go.
The fact is, though? I will find a way through this too. So the card was not just a warning of what was coming, but is also an encouragement. It is a message of strength, and perseverance, and acknowledging that even when things feel like they’re falling to shit, there IS something else on the horizon if you can first just get through the crowd of jackasses swinging their clubs at your balls.
Deck Used: Tarot of the Unknown
Bonus Reading – #TarotForGrowthNovember
Question: Where would I benefit from gathering more information before reacting?
Reading Summary: When I’m feeling uncertain of where to place my feet (The Moon) and the world feels like it’s falling apart around me (Five of Pentacles), remember to have faith in that inner spark of passion that drives me forward (King of Wands) as my real strength lies within the determination that lives there (the Lion in the King of Wands).
Take Away: Fitting that this question and the answers provided today fit into the issue mentioned in my daily draw. The cards indicate situations where I feel blindsided and uncertain of how to move forward, and like my financial security and stability is at risk. That is a very accurate description of the emotions that are roiling around within after that email I received. The encouragement in these cards has to do with keeping in mind my determination, my strengths, and where my passions lie… and using composure and that sense of strength to bolster myself as I move to gather more information about the situation and how to either resolve it or move past it.
Deck Used: The Pagan Otherworlds Tarot