Courage and Encouragement

Today’s meditation was just over twelve minutes long, and focused on how you react to stress.  It was an introductory guided meditation that I’ve started which will run over the next seven days.   The focus of this series of meditations is “Managing Stress”.

Halloween Tarot Today’s draw is the Ace of Bats with the Ten of Ghosts as a jumper.

The Ace of Bats (Swords) is traditionally a card of new inspiration and seeds of beginning in the area of intellect, ideas, thoughts, and communication.  This includes themes concerning breakthroughs, mental clarity, and potential.

The Ten of Ghosts (Cups) is traditionally a card dealing with endings and completion, a cycle reaching its end to begin again, renewals, and regeneration in the area of the emotions, relationships, and intuition.  This card is often known as the “happy family card” and commonly includes themes that have to do with blissful situations, harmony, and alignment with others.

When I saw today’s cards, there was a bit of an easing in my chest, but it wasn’t until I sat down and thought about what  I saw in them that I understand what this is about.   It’s about finding completion… and about that new idea that I’ve been working on lately.  The one that the cards encouraged me to keep silent on and that I have slowly been working on over the past month or two.

I’m very happy with the progress I made over the past couple of days, and what I am finding in these cards is reassurance that I’m on the right path.

Deck Used: Halloween Tarot

Bonus Reading

Another #TarotForGrowthOctober prompt.

Question: What is the root of my courage?

Reading Summary: The past experiences I have gone through (Six of Cups) have been a struggle that may at times steal my tranquility and require adaptation (Seven of Swords with Temperance), but in the end, these experiences are what allow me to grow and become stronger (Queen of Cups).

Take Away: Between the ex… and the ex’s friend.  The aspiring kidnapper of a stalker.  The car crashes and medical issues.   With each of these experiences, something within me breaks.  I am wounded by them.  Not just physically, but emotionally as well.    These experiences steal something from me, a little piece of me removed as if sliced away and spirited into the ether. 

And yet, it’s true what they say.  What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.  I am stronger for all these things.  I am stronger for surviving and choosing not just to survive, but to thrive.  These experience have created deep roots and a solid foundation on which to sit upon my throne.   Is there still more to learn?   Always.   But I am not fumbling in the dark as I may have been without each experience I have come through along the way.

And there you have it.  The root of my courage comes from the experiences I have lived through, and grown from.

Deck Used: Luis Royo’s Labyrinth Tarot

One thought on “Courage and Encouragement

  1. The new project is the one that you have begun to manifest the last couple of days?(look at me using new words) Or is this something else I haven’t learned about yet? Regardless, anything that makes you happy, makes me VERY happy. I love seeing you happy, thriving, content. It just…fills my soul with joy. Even moreso than my own happiness does. I guess that’s what love is all about, yeah?

    The bonus reading…You have been through, so much…so very much in the years that I’ve known you. Bad things, fucking horrible things and with each of these bad experiences you have grown stronger, more resilient, more mature and confident(though all of these things take time through recovery and that slow rebuilding process that comes after) but you HAVE survived and become stronger with each experience.

    I said during some of these happenings that you are the strongest, bravest man I know, and I say it again today as you have proof of it in your own words. You are an inspiration, man. You are amazing. I’m so very lucky that you’re mine. I’m so very lucky to know you, to have you in my life and I am thankful EVERY day that you are the man you have come to be. That you were strong enough to endure these trials and remain solid and GOOD. You have a beautiful soul, my love. And you have retained it even through all of these things which is truly amazing.

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