Self Care Saturday (on Sunday)


Week five of accountability.  This is definitely working out for me, and I will continue it past the end of August.  Today, I would not have gotten my journaling done on this spread at all without the accountability of needing to post it here.  I’m well aware of that and that the reason I did it is because it needed to get put up here on the blog.

As I mentioned before, these readings are (not usually) bearing in on any one thing or event in my life, as the question used is asking for a more general outlook. This is a self care exercise, and are not meant as a predictive reading.

The question is… What do I need to focus on in the week ahead?

BodyFour of Candles – Now is a time to focus on the progress made.  Do not let what is predictably a slow two weeks each year drag you down.  Celebrate how far you’ve come instead.

MindFive of Tomes – Don’t let worries and anxieties about finances and stability overrun me and blind me to options and methods that are there to assist when needed.

EmotionsExplorer of Bells – As the Five of Tomes speaks of keeping the mind open to possibilities and options, this one speaks of keeping oneself open to lessons of the “heart”.  Do not close yourself off, just make good choices.

Inner SparkNine of Bells – Do not let the cacophony of self doubt over the next week stunt your progress, no matter how distracting it may be.

Moving Away From – Subdrop… and thank god for that.  The feeling of being swallowed whole bhy the drop will soon pass.

Heading Toward – Self doubt and overly critical thinking directed at the self, especially in relation to my business and finances.

Moral of the Story – Relax and Breathe… It’s going to be okay.

Untitled-1Side note on last week’s Self Care Saturday:

You see this card from last week?  You see that devil there, invisible but on the leash?   I know what that is now.

That is the motherf’king subdrop… walking so nicely beside me, hidden but there. But it’s not on a leash at all. Just when I thought I had it under control, it jumped up and bit me on the ass.

Just sayin’.

Decks Used: Numinous Tarot, Dixit Quest Expansion Pack #2

2 thoughts on “Self Care Saturday (on Sunday)

  1. Okay now that I’ve read and “analyzed” with you each of the cards and how you got the meanings…I think “Just breathe, it’s going to be okay” is a very good message for the week.

    Subdrop has been horrible for you this week and I’m sorry for that, my love. But you are right, it will soon pass by and be over and you will settle back into a less vulnerable mindset. I know that alot of the HUGENESS of this drop is my fault(and not just getting you to the drop either) and…I’m sorry baby. But together, as with all things, we will pull through and be stronger for it.

    I take it with the message about the coming week being slow in sales and your expectations for self doubt that this is a typically slow period for your business, but keep your chin up, beautiful boy, busy season will soon be here and we’ll both be wishing you had time to spare again. I know I will. I hate christmas time for this reason alone.

    Lessons of the heart…That’s me, right? *Grins* I love you.

    As for the side note, you know I was just wondering why the whole “hidden truth” hadn’t revealed itself but now it makes perfect sense. I will try to do better to protect that ass from getting bitten so hard next drop, my heart.

    Mine babyboy. Always

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  2. Oh by the way, I am happy to hear that you will be continuing this past the end of the month. I would miss them if you stopped now that I’ve gotten used to reading these on Sundays.

    Thank you for sharing, babe.

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