Today’s meditation was about fourteen minutes long and was the seventh installment of the introductory meditation series in the Balance app. I’ve not been using a timer for my piriformis stretches when using these meditations, which is why the times on them is all over the board. Sometimes the meditation finishes before my stretching is finished, so I just keep meditating until I’m done with the stretches.
Today’s draw is the Queen of Swords, which is traditionally a representation of a receptive alpha energy, personality, or person in the are of one’s intellect, logic, communication, and wisdom. This often translates into themes about being shrewd, sometimes even verbally cutting, and yet good at giving advice. It’s about having the intellect and experience to offer others the advice they need to hear… which is not necessarily what they want to hear.
I have heard stories about my great grandmother, and how terrified people were of her. How accurate she was with throwing a dirty dish cloth at someone when they popped off at the mouth. How tyrannical she could be. How stubborn she was.
And yet, she’s also remembered for having kept the family together during times when there was much conflict and in-fighting going on. Her demand that everyone gather twice a year and “play nice” while at her home created bonds and kept family as family when without her they would have spread into the wind in all directions. She was known for her love of these gatherings, and the love of her family.
That’s the message in these cards today. It’s about realizing you don’t have to be hard or harsh all the time. It’s about finding the things that really mean something to you, and diving into them. So ask yourself… what matters to you? Are you pushing it away? Are you disregarding it? Are you savoring it? Or are you too busy trying to “stand strong” to soften for the special things in life that mean more?
DECK USED: DEAR HEART TAROT AND HOW TO BE A WILDFLOWER DECK
Understanding the physical benefits that a regular daily meditation practice has for me.
I might still resist on an inner level the daily practice, my resolve not always it’s best when confronted with my emotion driven destructive urges, but the physical benefits are undeniable and acknowledged. My body is happier and healthier when I am doing this practice on a regular basis, and the longer I sustain that regular basis, the more benefits I reap from it and the happier my body is.
The Chaff – What seeds have not flourished and I need to let go of to encourage healthy growth in other areas?
The Emperor and Lower Pink Index
I’ve come to realize that forcing myself to do things, even things healthy for me or that I normally enjoy, kills my enthusiasm. The forceful push breaks my spirit, kills the part of me that -wants- these things in the first place. I end up feeling like it’s a chore. This method isn’t working for me, and I need to let it go. I need to figure out a better way.
The Harvest – How can I best prepare now to reap the benefits of a positive and healthy harvest in the Fall?
The Chariot and Bottom Blue Index
Enjoy the process. Don’t spend so much time trying to control every little thing that you miss the beauty in the changes and transformations taking place. Life is too short not to savor every taste of joy and pleasure you’re given.
DECK USED: THE SOPHIE HERXHEIMER INDEX ORACLE AND FRAU GRAND DUCHESS TAROT
Mr Lionharts’ #TheAugustTarot #SOLTarot Prompt
Questions for August 1st thru 3rd
Two of Swords – This or that, not both. Be decisive. Hemming and hawing isn’t going to do you any good, and stewing in the decisions that need made this month isn’t going to do anything, but make a mess you have to clean up later.
How can I best embrace this available energy?
Knight of Cups – When you’re being decisive and making those choices, make sure that you are choosing what’s going to make you happy. Not everything can be about money and responsibility. Sometimes? You just have to do what’s right for you and will bring you joy, and fuck the rest.
What can I accomplish for myself throughout August?
Eight of Pentacles Rx – Take time for yourself away from work. Now is the time to really enjoy these more fun and enjoyable pursuits, take the rest and relaxation you need, and enjoy the lazy days of summer that are left. Soon enough, you’ll be back to the grind and struggling to keep up with orders. Let’s not jump the gun and start in on that too early.
DECK USED: DEAR HEART TAROT
Hours of relaxation time with Gideon. I even managed to deal with a disgruntled customer without getting all out of sorts.