I just wanted to muse for a bit on how much I love you… and how surprising it is that you don’t creep me the fuck out.
What I mean by that is to say that you take me by surprise in many ways. One of these is in the many ways in which you fit the “profile” of a stalker.
After all… you’re obsessive. Invasive. Highly focused. Extremely protective. And in someone else? These things being directed at me would absolutely set off a crap load of triggers and freak me out.
And yet with you? Not at all. You’re all mine, including that intensity with which you set your focus upon me.
It took me a long time to be comfortable with the sheer volume of attention you wanted to direct my way, though. Then again, it probably helped that I was a bit oblivious as well.
I remember being shocked at some of the things you remembered that I would have never thought to even notice. Quirks, shoe size, preferences on various innocuous things, and so much more. If I had not been so oblivious, you might have scared the ever living shit out of me.
As it was though, I became aware of the obsession gradually, only discovering more and more as you snuck your way deeper and deeper under my armor and before I knew it, you’d taken root there in my heart.
I love you. Always. All ways.